It's 3am, mum just went to bed. She's drinking again. I thought she was getting better too. I guess I was wrong. Elliot seems to be the only one unaffected. Elli never liked dad though. Elli came to visit us. I overheard him and mum talking. Elli said if I didn't get better here, he'd get custody of me. I'm 17, not 5.