This is a documentation of the amazingly awkward events in my life. Feel free to laugh, relate, or share your own awkward moments if you'd like. I've spent too much time feeling like I was the only one who was really socially awkward, so I'm here to let everyone know that you're not the only socially awkward penguin out there! And unlike some of my other stories, I will be updating this one VERY frequently...especially since awkward things happen to me on a daily basis. At least I'll never have writer's block with this one.

In Thriller Suite -- appearing serially for the first time on Wattpad -- Margaret Atwood has gathered these new poems inspired by her long history as a reader of strange tales, from 19th century gothic classics to ghost stories to crime fiction and thrillers. Poems that cross thresholds...

Grayson Murdock thought his life was completely normal; normal school, normal friends, normal life. That was until he meets Jasper Drake. The strange, dark, boy is everywhere Gray turns, and what more his presence, which should raise a few hairs, only excites him. He craves to now more, but how do you get to know a person that avoids questions like the plague? It would be different if Jasper didn't say he had to leave every ten seconds for no reason. Does it have anything to do with him? And what's more what is it about the boy that has him questioning the bridge between what's real, and what dwells in the realm of fantasy. Is this the reason Gray is determined to figure out what Jasper Drake is hiding? And by then, will it be too late?

Based on Lewis Carroll's books on Alice in Wonderland, Alice Pleasance's father was murdered in front of her eyes when no one thought she was looking. The serial killer is on the loose so she heads to her Grandmother's asylum for advice on escaping the real world. She goes to Wonderland for the first time, even if it's not exactly as her grandmother remembers it. Monsters invade what she was told to be a haven from life itself, but what if she is trapped with no way out?

Pandora Paige Alexander is the main focus of what the government has cleverly named the P. P. A. Project. The project is a series of government run facilities, tests and inspections to learn and replicate a rare condition Pandora has lived with for more than 90 years and yet still has the face of a 17 year old. But what Pandora didn't expect after all these years of tests and questions is that there is more to her than simply a rare genetic condition but the key between this world and another.

Written like parts of a play. This poem describes the feelings of a girl who experiences life as if someone else is controlling her strings and then finally gains her own voice in the Finale.

Aislinn isn't quite the innocent one or the victim. She is the criminal. That is the reason why she is sent to the eccentric The Oakley School for Juvenile Delinquents. Mists and dark forests surrounding a mysterious castle-like structure - Yup, that's the new joint she's rocking, quite the reprieve from Ash's old, sleepy town. But every grandiose place doesn't mean queen-size living. Ash just might be meeting her destiny, the hard way. Because where death lurks, so does the grim reaper. And it might not always be on the wrong side. [Warning: Contains profanities and violence]

NOTE my writing isn't the best, but I feel there is not enough info or comfort for those who are going through this! My hope is to step in and fill that gap with the knowledge and experience I have. Depersonaliztion and derealization are that weird ''auto-pilot'', ''not all there'', ''in a dream'' feelings that you can get when you are super stressed. Here I take a look at the feelings, the causes, and give you advice on how to deal with them.