****COVER BY @JustLaurenn_***** I stood on the ledge of the balcony, letting the wind whip my hair and face. I saw the people below stopping and getting their phones out. I heard people screaming at me to stop. I ignored their pleas. Then I heard it. Her voice. "Let her die, she's a worthless peice of shit anyway." I sucked in a deep breath. "This is it." I whispered, and prepared to jump. "STOP!!!!!" I heard Harry's voice yell. I ignored him as well, even though it hurt. "Take me out of my misery." I said. I spread my arms out, like I was going to fly, and leaned forward.

I took 5 pills, just to calm down my feelings, to just make myself numb for a little, just for a little... Just to feel..nothing. I heard a buzzing, and I thought it was just in my head, but it was my phone. I tried to get up but I was very dizzy due to the pills. I started to feel tipsy, I felt like the whole world was spinning. I was half way there when my legs just gave up. I fell to the floor, my head hitting the floor. Hard. I managed to crawl to my bed, and grabbed my phone. I fell back down to the floor, and pressed the answer button. I heard Niall's voice. >>Hiiiii babe.So I've heard you've been at it again. Listen to me, please don't do it. Don't ever think you are alone. Don't ever let anyone bring you down.<< Niall said. >>You are gorgeous. Everything about you is gorgeous. We know you've been through alot. And the fact you're still trying is absolutely incredible, keep doing it babe<< Louis said. >>Myself and the rest of the boys love you. Don't forget the other 10 million as well. We all love you. Put that razor down. You don't deserve it. Please don't do it. Please don't. We love you<<Harry said. >>Just stop, put that razor down, and think about us, think about the people who love you<< Liam said. >>We love you, don't ever forget that babe" Zayn said.

"I know you like it." He whispered in response. And oddly enough, I didn't refused to let him touch me. Because he move his hand to get to the bottom of my thigh, I notice his hand so close of my climax. My goodness. A heat began to rise from my stomach to stay in my throat. Harry spoke with Niall and Zayn like nothing while his hand caressed my thigh with a circular motion. He was doing so well because I was taking an ecstasy unknow for me. It seemed that time had stopped and only Harry's hand moved. The problem wasn't I stop him, the trouble was that I was enjoying his touch. I'm feeling burn. I was sure that his hand would go much further. But suddenly, the bell rang and everyone started to stand up, like Harry, he removed his hand from my thigh and he started walking through the lunch hall as nothing had happened. Damn. Why I am so hot?