Everybody Sells Cocaine || Cricky [COMPLETED]

Why did Chris have to be so incredibly beautiful? Why did Ricky have to be so openly vulnerable? ~ I mean, Chris wasn't mine and would never be mine. That's why I was so upset. I would NEVER be held in his loving embrace while we cuddled in a bunk or hotel bed on tour. NEVER. I angrily wiped at my eyes. Why did I have...