It's been eight years since Ryan left Panic! At The Disco, and Brendon is at his all time low. What happens when they meet up again? three part one-shot // completed chapters: [1/3] disclaimer: i am not trying to "force" ryden on brendon and ryan nor am i trying to enforce hate on their significant others. this is simply a fanfiction set in the present day universe. again, this is the work of fiction and i am not trying to force ships on anyone. enjoy the story :)

Dallon keeps getting boxes of candy hearts in his locker with notes attached. (will be updated from February 14-March 1♡) ©whatwedoforfun

Brendon is currently in a relationship with Dallon but is constantly being reminded of when he was with Ryan.

The apartment and what happens within and around. (Sequel to One and Lonely (written by roz, supervised by tony)) [Warning: usage of alcohol]

"You know we talk a lot. More then we should. When do we listen?" "When someone has something interesting to say." // SEQUEL TO TALK //

"thanks for the dick-pic"

in which Brendon comes across Ryans Instagram and takes a strong liking to him ft. fem!ryan cause I live for it

3 months. That's how long seventeen year old, Ryan has been in the hospital. 3 long months, you could still see the scars on his skin, but there were no new ones engraved in his skin. He was still just skin and bone, he only eats the bare minimum, only to please the nurses. In his short time at the hospital many people had come and gone, he had few friends, he usually kept to himself anyway. It was lonely and boring in the hospital, well that was until Brendon showed up. Brendon, a regular sixteen year old, was an A+ student in school, and his school's best male singer. Life was great for Brendon, he was top of the class, had many friends and a great family, two great parents, and two amazing younger sisters. He thought life was good, well that was until his sister got diagnosed with cancer. His life hadn't been the same since that day, since the words came out of the doctors mouths, his grades dropped and he skipped class more to see his sister and he had started to slip away, it was the hardest thing to watch his sister wisping away everyday. He thought everything in his life was falling apart, until he met Ryan. {Warnings: Abuse, Swearing, Suicide, Depression, Cutting, Anorexia, Cancer, Alcoholism, Teen Drug and Alcohol use, Sex (possibly), Graphic detail any of the following (Some of these are heavily referenced, and some go into a lot of detail) if you are not okay with any of these then please do not read, Thank you}

"I'm a mess now." ( warning- four letter chapters.enjoy. _baking-soda_)

Summary: Ryan is a misanthropic Starbucks barista who is a tired insomniac and just wants to be left alone. Then Brendon moves in. myheartradio on livejournal