These are the regular struggles of living as a trans male (Female to Male) in these past few years.

Every Tuesday during football practice, sixteen year old Sem Bolton finds himself stealing glances at the gorgeous college boy jogging down the path next to the fields. He was his dirty little secret. His guilty pleasure. His unobtainable fantasy: safe and distant on the other side of the chainlink fence. Then, through a series of unpleasant events including being forced on a camping trip, it turns out his unobtainable fantasy is not so unobtainable after all. Not only is gorgeous college boy gay as well, he also wants to date Sem. Now, Sem was never one to play it safe. But outing himself was in a whole different league than testing his mother's patience or taking hits in the boxing ring. Was he really ready to date a guy, all consequences included? As if internal struggles weren't enough, count on girls, friends, and an estranged brother, to complicate stuff even further. Photo on the cover by: https://unsplash.com/@nickkarvounis

Matthew has always wanted to be Miya, practically since birth. But who can she tell? Her family is in shambles after her father left to be with his mistress. Her friends are oblivious, what with her guy friend trying to get together with her girl friend. Even strangers tell her what a nice and 'handsome young boy' Matthew is, and hope she doesn't change from that. Is this the one thing Matthew has to go through alone? Or would there be a little help for her to reach her goal to become who she really is? (ROUGH DRAFT) If you're interested in reading more of Miya's story, you can find it in my collection of shorts, Looking Forward.

Being pansexual... It's all a bit difficult when you're falling in love with someone you can't have. -- Notes on falling in love with my best friend, realising i'm pansexual and a few random other things story of my life

Gwen is a girl. Except, she's not. The person she sees in her reflection is not her. It is a feminine, relatively attractive version of herself that she will never truly fit into. So what is she? A boy.

ftm problems I deal with and probably other ppl too [don't read if cis]

Here's a list of tips and notes that can help you ease dysphoria when you're transgender. These tips can work for both out of the closet and in the closet people. Enjoy:) DISCLAIMER: There is no definite success guide to being transgender. There is no specific rulebook you have to follow! This book contains tips and helpful hints, but it does not tell you how to act or live your life! That is a personal decision, and every trans person is different! Remember that!

❝I wanted to kiss you, but you told me you don't like the taste of rainbows.❞

PINOCCHIO tells the tale of forgiveness, friendship, and the desperate longing for acceptance. This is a coming-of-age story many look over. | This book is dedicated to all of the transgender children who wanted the acceptance of a family member but never received it. | |original story line|

As by my username you can tell something isn't all right. Or at least something gender wise isn't. Nothing adds up in my life anymore and sometimes it can get so frustrating, so I've decided to write everything I bottle up on a daily basis due to gender identity issues by writing it all down here.