MATURED CONTENT(R-18) Phoenix Series#2: Edsel Ford "I did not choose you, my heart did." -Edsel Ford Date started: January 2019 Date ended: March 2019

A VERY MATURED CONTENT. ISLA FONTANA SERIES IFS #1: Stolen Heart Thea Marie found her paradise, her peace of mind, and her home in Isla Fontana. The island where she found happiness and freedom. An island where she found love. But she knew that she shouldn't stay on this peaceful island. She doesn't belong to this place. She has to go back where she belongs. She has to protect Isla Fontana from her world where she experienced hell. But how could she resist Zacheuss, the man she fell in love with? How did he become her paradise? How did he become her safest place? Will she drag him to her world or protect him from her husband's wrath?

WARNING: A VERY MATURE CONTENT. NOT APPLICABLE FOR 18 YEARS BELOW. THIS STORY CONTAINS VULGAR WORDS, BED SCENES, VIOLENCE, SENSITIVE SCENES, PHYSICAL & MENTAL ABUSE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT. DO NOT READ THIS OR SKIP THIS STORY IF YOU ARE NOT OPEN-MINDED. Chain Her (Isla Fontana Series) William Ramirez- playful, handsome, hot and mysterious. He run away from home to avoid his arranged marriage. He is the black sheep in Ramirez clan, he is always the bad boy, always the hard headed son. When he found Isla Fontana, it became his haven. In that peaceful island, he can do everything he wants. The island gave him peace of mind. It ease his heavy heart, no one yells at him, no one dictates him. Until he met this certain woman- Kathy Jane- the first woman who catches his attention. She's not feminine, she's always rough. The way she wear clothes, it's all weird. Magaspang itong kumilos, matigas magsalita at daig pa ang lalaki sa sobrang angas. No matter what he do, the woman always catches his attention. Until he decided to play with her and to make her soft- to make her a real woman. He wanted to chain her- in his heart. Book Cover: Angela Soccoro

When Damon Carbone, the rightful heir to the Italian Mafia gets overthrown and betrayed by his own family, he is forced underground. He now lives his life in the shadows as the notorious assassin, Il Mietitore, gaining the skills necessary to take back his throne. He devises a scheme to overthrow his cousin, Don Martino Mendoza, and get the revenge he's been craving for the past five years. But in order to accomplish that, he requires the help of a mysterious Femme Fatale. A Femme Fatale with a hidden past and her own agenda in mind.

Blaire Lennon was one of the best and brightest agents in the CIA, the only problem was, she was a little trigger happy and slightly deranged. After a series of incidents puts her on thin ice with the Central Intelligence Agency, they give her one last chance to redeem herself. Her mission was simple: Infiltrate the European Mafia, and gather enough intel to completely destroy them from the inside out. If only it was that easy.

Corporate. The most notorious assassin ring you've never heard of. There's only one rule: complete your kill order, or be killed. Mila Cruz has been groomed from a young age to be a lethal killer, and quickly climbed the ranks to become one of Corporates most successful assassins. But while on a mission to avenge her sister's death, a Kill Order is sent out that will change her life forever. *Adult themes* 18+

Maria Georgianne Marfori loved Noah Elizalde more than anything in this world. Ganon din halos lahat ng mga babaeng kilala niya. Yes, he's probably that hot and adorable. Kaya naman ay maaga niyang natutunan ang pag mamahal ng walang pag aalinlangan at takot. Kailanman ay hindi niya naisip na darating ang araw na susuko siya at mapapagod. Never. Noah will end up with her no matter what. But is it really right to love him intensely at a very young age? Her family didn't believe in love. They think it's pure sentiment. They think purely loving someone with your heart was wrong. Binigyan tayo ng Panginoon ng puso at utak. Puso, para maramdaman ang sentimento. Utak, para mapag isipan kung dapat bang tanggapin ang sentimento ng puso. We have to identify who's the better judge. But then again, do we always have that chance to judge? Paano kung ipaglaban mo man iyon ay wala ka parin namang halaga? How are you going to fight for your heart when you know from the very beginning you will lose? That you are Worthless? Why do we all want this? To love what does not love us. To leave those who want to stay. To push away those who want to stay close. To treasure what is worthless.

Elevators. Airplanes. Palaman ng Sandwich. Yung feeling na papunta ka pa lang at excited ka pa lang sa pupuntahan mo. Yung feeling na palapit pa lang yung birthday mo. Yung feeling na palapit pa ang isa pang espesyal na araw. Yung feeling na ilang oras na lang ay pasko na. Yung feeling na tatlong araw na lang simula na ulit ng pasukan. Yung feeling na nasa gitna ka pa lang at di ka pa nakakarating. Yung feeling na malapit na pero hindi pa. Yun ang laging gusto ko. Yung nasa gitna pa lang. Yung nasa gitna ka ng dalawang bagay. Gitna ng isang building. Gitna ng langit at lupa. Gitna ng dalawang matatabang tinapay. Gitna ng byahe papuntang disneyland. Mas gusto ko yung feeling tuwing nagbabyahe kesa doon sa nakarating ka na. Mas gusto ko yung feeling na may inaantay ka kesa doon sa nandyan na. I always like the things in between. "You only like things in between, Coreen. You only like the chase... You only want me chasing after you. You don't want to decide... Pero pakiusap naman, magdesisyon ka na, kasi tao rin naman ako, nasasaktan. And you? I don't think nararamdaman mo yung sakit na nararamdaman ko... You are just too heartless."

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To anyone who might be reading this: This isn't a story or any other writing piece related to any character or a person other than me, but a diary-kind of personal letters written for my future self to read. Most of the contents here are private but most of you don't really know me personally or what's happening in my life, so I guess it's alright. To those who know me though, I suggest you shouldn't go any further especially if you are a friend of mine, a classmate, or someone who had seen me in person or close to me, because I fear you might misunderstand everything. I have been suffering from a long-term depression and anxiety, which most of you didn't know about, and some of the stuffs I wrote here are just so messy you wouldn't have any idea of knowing which thought could be true or false. And I am afraid you will judge me too quickly. My only purpose of writing this is to keep track of my thoughts and growth both mentally and emotionally. The letters I write from time to time are for my future self to read. In case "she" lost her mind somewhere in the future or lost herself and starts to do something stupid that she may only regret, at least I've got something for her to read. It's just bits of advices, lessons, unforgettable moments, thoughts and feelings that I want her to remember, and I hope it will be enough for her not to lose her way.