*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

Phil loses his memory in a tragic accident. All he can remember is his age and his name. A boy, who's named Dan, saved Phil and builds a friendship with him. But when the truth comes out with Phil be able to stay or will they be torn apart...forever. (Triggering topics)

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, until he meets Phil Lester - the 'bad boy' of Dan's new school - who's face is strangely visible to Dan; much to Dan's wonder and Phil's distaste.

Yep, you guessed it. I will be saying creative and trashy phandom jokes, phrases, and other things to satisfy your phandom needs. Some may be a tad bit disturbing though.

Phan one shots! Mostly fluff oneshots, I may take requests, the first couple of oneshots aren't that great but the more recent ones have long since Improved :) I really appreciate all of the votes and comments!

"Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words -abuse -alcohol addiction -rape -murder ~ #144 in Fanfiction ~ completed - 25/9/16

WARNING (mentions self harm, attempted suicide, etc.) also Cursing. I was inspired by Alex_Dawson's story "Transgender" and "Call me Dan" so credits to them :) I've actually have been wanting to make a story like this for a while. So here we are! I know my writing skills aren't the best, but I hope you enjoy the story anyway C: Ps. I am aware that ACE bandages are not safe to use and people have passed out and it even has put people in hospitals. But Dan is kinda new at this and doesn't know all this stuff.. I am transgender myself, I don't use ace bandages bc I know they are harmful, I use sports bras until I can finally get a binder.

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}