This is a collection of the poems I have written, describing my battle with depression and other mental illnesses. I've finally decided to type up all of the poems I've written over the years to share them with you. All of these were written by me, about everything I have gone through. At times these poems may be triggering, so I'm warning you now.

Ang journal ng babaeng bitter at ang kwento ng lalaking umaasa na may happy ever after. Para sa mga nagmahal, nasaktan at umaasang magmamahal muli. Walang masamang sumubok at magkamali, basta alam mo lang dapat kung paano bumangon ulit.

[COMPLETED] and [UNEDITED] Ang hirap talaga kapag may Best Friend ka na Masyado PERVERT, pero kahit ganyan ang kaibigan ko mahal na mahal ko yan higit pa sa pagkakaibigan All Right Reserved 2017

By CrownedPegasus23 All Rights Reserved.

"𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐓" 𝐇𝐮𝐰𝐚𝐠 𝐦𝐨 𝐤𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐧, 𝐤𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐧 𝐦𝐨 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐧 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐧. •𝗩𝗼𝘁𝗲 •𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 •𝗦𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗲 •𝗙𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗠𝗲 ♡︎ Salamat dahil pinaglaanan mo ito ng oras, sana'y hindi ka na dismaya sa pagbabasa nito dahil hindi rin naman ako perpekto yun lamang at salamat po. Top 1 and top 2 sa rankings yikes!

ON MAJOR EDITING!!!! Started: January 1,2017 End:September 13,2017 Highest Rank achieved: #484 in Teen Fiction (sep 16,2017) #414 (march 31, 2018) #140 (Oct 30,2019) #81 (april 28,2020) #19 (may 22,2020) #9 break ups(oct 14,2020) NatatangingLuna

SHOOKT 1.0 Nora is a solid fangirl who managed to get her crush's cell number from her big brother (without him knowing). She texted him everyday, sending him encouraging messages and inspiring quotes from her favorite books and movies. Arch, the athlete that's currently dominating the UAAP Men's Basketball season A.K.A. Nora's ultimate crush, never once replied. One night, instead of an inspiring text, Nora accidentally sent him a rant. And what do you know? Arch finally texted back. LIT AF 2.0 Sabrina had expected to fangirl at Wanderland, the annual music festival for indie music in Manila. But what she didn't expect was to fangirl over someone she hadn't seen in years. Her high school crush came back into her life, looking hotter than ever - gone were the boy-next-door features, now a man through and through. But the thing was, even though he was the highlight of her high school years, was she his? Did he remember her name? Did he recognize her face? What if he doesn't even know her at all? WHOMST 3.0 Chie's world has always been crazy. During the day, she goes to class. During the night, she attends events. On weekends, she meets up with friends. Ansel likes to keep things easy and simple. He goes to basketball practice before and after school, he keeps his grades above average, and he drinks his Saturday nights away. Girls? They just come and go. What if one day, a girl came into Ansel's life and stayed? What if one day, the girl who was once his life came back? Would he break Chie's heart for someone who broke his? But the ultimate question is, would Chie let him?

They live on the same floor. They attend the same luxurious school. They have the same friends. They couldn't stand each other. And just when she thought she could get away from him, they end up being on the same band. Could life get any more worse? Oh, that's right. He, the coldest arrogant jerk, is also the most handsome guy she had ever set eyes on. That's definitely saying something, living on the Upper East Side. Now, she faces her biggest problem of all. Differentiating LOVE from HATE. __________ Realize is copyrighted. **I guess you could say this is Gossip Girl in rainbow land, without all the drama and scandal. Only humorous and fun.**

[ #TRESEseries No. 1 ] All I want is a REALationship not a relationSHIT. -- Book cover by @ArkiSTEPH

WELCOME TO HELL. --- Date started: January 29, 2012 Date finished: November 21, 2012 (PUBLISHED UNDER VIVA • AVAILABLE NATIONWIDE)