"Matagal-tagal rin akong nangulila sa'yo, mahal ko... Nabuhay ako nang napakahaba at hindi ko man lang nahawakang muli ang kamay mo, kaya hayaan mo munang yakapin kita ngayon, Carmela." ⊰ Written from November 2017 to September 2019. --------------------------------------- Highest rank: #1 in Historical (2019), #1 in FanFiction (2017), #1 in MarNella and UndeniablyGorgeous (2018 & 2019) ---------------------------------------- Disclaimer: This is a fanfiction (both comprised of JuanEla the first and our little JuanEla's story in the modern time) made for @UndeniablyGorgeous' I Love You Since 1892. Please do read the story first before this book. Thank you! Cover and all photos are edited by @curiousparadox.

She was the type to stare herself in the mirror and see someone else stare back. Someone who was free and light, being able to spread her wings like an unbound angel. She was neither chained to Heaven nor Hell. Howbeit, no matter how far she reached into the mirror, she could never step through as her ball-and-chain presented itself in the form of a crown. She was a princess with two faces, desperately trying to have a sense of freedom outside of her royal obligations. She found it in the form of a weakness: a passion with another human being. Her love for him and ballet had kept her chin high; her crown not slipping from her pastel hair. So why, why did it suddenly become so hard when a gothic gymnastic back-flipped into her life? Why were her heartstrings being tugged on by someone of her same gender? Why was it suddenly so difficult, so strenuous to keep living in her pastel world when this mysterious girl brought such bright colours with her? TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of sex, suicide and other mature themes will be contained within this book. Read at your own discretion.

Si Carmelita Montecarlos ay ang bunsong anak ng pinakamayamang angkan sa San Alfonso. Habang si Juanito Alfonso naman ay ang anak ng pinakamaimpluwensiya at makapangyarihang gobernadorcillo. Itinadhana silang mag-ibigan na pinagtibay ng kasunduan. Nakatakda silang ikasal sa ika-dalawampung kaarawan ni Carmelita. Ngunit sa mismong araw ng kanilang engrandeng kasal ay binaril si Juanito. At hindi na nalaman pa kung sino ang may sala nito. Inakala ng lahat na doon na nagtapos ang kanilang masaklap na kuwento. Na gaya ng kanilang mga kaluluwa ay sumasalangit na rin ang naudlot na pag-iibigan nilang dalawa. Ang hindi nila alam, may ibang plano ang tadhana. The laws of nature will bend. After more than 104 years, Carmela, the fourth generation of the Montecarlos clan will be born on a leap year - sa parehong araw ng kapanganakan ni Carmelita. A short trip to San Alfonso for her 20th birthday will give her rebellious life a whimsical twist. Through a diary, she'll go back in time. And the Carmela of 2016 will meet Juanito of 1892. Next story to read after ILYS1892: 1. Our Asymptotic Love Story 2. Bride of Alfonso Book Cover by: ABS-CBN Publishing Started: June 01, 2016 Completed: April 27, 2017

Once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again, you have fear that every person is going to break your heart. I just want to write a story wherein the main character is my idol my love "Karen Jade "Kaye" Cal. Bunga lang ito ng aking mahiwagang pagiisip hehe

A bestfriend story. About a person who will leave her one and true love.