you've had a crush on joji miller ever since you were thirteen years old. he's acknowledged your existence quite a bit seeing as you two are in the same friend group, but still, you've got that kinda "he looked at me." crush. the only person who knows you like him is your best friend, max, who constantly urges you to ask him out. but he doesn't like you anyway, right? why ruin a good friendship? but as time goes on, you realise this is more than a dumb crush. {first person pov; lowercase intended. enjoy x}