Emerson is miserable with his life. He’s constantly bullied, and his boyfriend, Matt, sides with his tormentors. When Emerson hides in the school’s boiler room to escape everyone, he doesn’t expect to find a journal. The journal looks simple enough, but inside, it contains the shocking story of a boy named Nash. As Emerson reads deeper into the heart wrenching words of Nash’s life, he is unaware that his life is about to change forever.

IF YOU HAVE ISSUES RELATED TO ANYTHING IN THIS STORY PLEASE DONT BE AFRAID TO REACH OUT FOR HELP National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-TALK (8255) Crisis Text Line Text 741741 Childhelp National Child Abuse Hotline 1-800-4-A-Child or 1-800-422-4453 LGBT National Hotline 1-888-843-4564 The Trevor Project 1-866-488-7386 or Text "START" to 678678 Louis Tomlinson was raised in a Christian house. He believed in god but he didn't believe the church's teachings. He longed to express himself but his mother was strict to her Christian ways. Louis was gay but he kept it a secret along with the way he wanted to live. Whenever his mother got mad she would hit him then claim, 'I would never abuse you, abuse is a sin. I do what I do to you as diciplin' He just wants to be free. He thought he was trapped until one day when Harry shows up at the bakery he works at. Harry Styles is your typical punk. Screamo music, piercings, tattoos, spikes and chains, eyeliner. He was hated by the town for being different and openly gay. No one ever got to know the real him because in truth he was the sweetest boy ever and was truly caring. When he meets the struggling Louis Tomlinson he can't help but feel intrigued by the older boy. *Sorry I suck at these, just read the story to find out hopefully it will be better than this. This story will have swearing, self-harm, and boyxboy. If any of these bother you please don't read. Also if your last name is Tomlinson or Styles or you know someones who is, I highly suggest you don't read this story.*