(contains triggers: eating disorders, self harm, suicidal thoughts.) Tyler Joseph, an average 15 year old, an abusive home life, no real friends his only escape is his music, and well...No one will ever know, no one will ever care. Josh Dun is 17 years old and one of the coolest guys you'll ever meet, red hair, nose piercing and gauges. his family love him. heck, everyone loves him. so what will happen if these kids meet? the obvious I guess. ''he promised he would fix him and he never broke his promise.'' (i'm terrible at writing these.)

Tyler himself is struggling with family issues. He is also struggling with himself. He feels suffocated and like he can't escape. He needs to breathe. Josh is the air he needs:

Sequel to Holding Onto You (Joshler FanFic) --- He could see me? I could see him? Was I alive? How long would this last?

"Good morning Ty," I say a little nervous at the new nickname I gave him, "I err...hope that you don't mind I called you that.." he smiles. "No, it's okay. I'm actually quite fond of it." Our smiles mirror each other's and I took in the moment as a prized memory I'll always keep with me. April 23, 2017: Editing complete Copyright ©2016 by stoicalmind All rights reserved.

(Cover made by the amazing @alltimetrashcan) Tyler: your typical shy new kid Josh: the unpopular nice guy When the two meet, they become best friends. All is happy and well-with a few bumps along the way, of course- and everything goes as a happy Joshler you'd expect. Until you forget to expect the unexpected. Read more to find out what happens ;) •Sorry this description sucks, the book is better•

Tyler loves Josh and wants him to recover, Josh doesn't think he can recover, not until he's reached the right weight. // "You need to eat more than that to survive. Please, I care about you." "Don't worry Tyler. It's all under control." // Au // Warnings - eating disorders, mentions self-harm, suicide etc. Eating disorder!josh Helpful!tyler // Josh's thoughts are loosely based one my own so there's no need to complain about how unrealistic it is