***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ------------- I have always been bullied and trapped in darkness. I hoped life would get better when I moved to my mother's hometown, but it only got worse because it was there that I met my unrequited crush, Hayden Black. He despised me from day one, and even more when I became best friends with his twin, Kayden. Kayden gave light to my life, but my happiness with him lasted only until one night two years ago. That night Kayden died because of me. Half of me died with him. The other half was left to bleed, suffering Hayden's and his friends' constant bullying. Now I must endure one more year before I can finally escape them and go to college. This year has to be different. Either I will become stronger, or they will finally break me into nothing. ----------- Highest rank in Romance: #1 on 10/28/2017 Bullied won the Best Romance and the Best Diverse Book award and the Bullied series won the Best Trilogy/Series award in The Fiction Awards 2018. --------- I wrote this novel for #NaNoWriMo2016 #NaNoWinner2016

Vic doesn't care about school, all he cares about is his reputation; which includes sleeping around, drinking, smoking, etc... Kellin cares about his grades, friends, family; He has big dreams. After kellin attends his first ever party - hosted by Vic - he experiences many things he hasn't before. (edited on May 1, 2018)

roll, roll, roll your joint / twist it at the ends / light it up and take a puff / now pass it to your friend {or the short story inspired by the song 'cigarettes and cush'} STARTED+COMPLETED: 01/06/17

'don't do that. don't act like you care. i might do something stupid, like open up to you.' {or the one where phil has a photographic memory and dan is telekinetic} STARTED - 11/12/16 COMPLETED - 16/02/17

Kellin is a popular guy at school. Due to a coincidence, he meets a boy who lives out of state, Vic. The two start talking (texting) to each other, and become pretty close. What happens, when they realize, that they've been closer than they originally thought? DISCLAIMER: This is the first story I've ever written on here, so it's been like 2 years at least and my writing has changed a lot. I think this is extremely cringey now and I know there's probably tons of typos and plotholes but people still seem to like it (why? idk) so I don't want to delete it.

"my heart belongs to you" "and mine belongs to you" lower case intended © ari | 2015

Nightmares no longer wait for sleep. Trigger warning for: -Gore -Murder -Blackmail/Threats -Suicide -Mental Hospitals Cover creds: @the_author15 -slow updates-

"I'm straight!" "The only straight you are is a straight up liar." {or the one featuring punk!phil and pastel!dan} STARTED - 07/02/17 COMPLETED - 29/10/17

Dan Howell is your stereotypical popular kid. Phil Lester struggles with depression and lives in an abusive home. When the two meet, Dan assumes Phil is just another kid for him to pick on. It turns out to be a bit more complicated than that. Will Dan and Phil be able to help each other get through their hardships, or are some people just too far gone to fix? - TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts and/or actions, homophobia, car crash, death, abuse (message me if you need clarification) - Started: 12/26/15 Completed: 6/28/17

In which a fan introduces Ashton Irwin to the world of fanfiction. © 2014 webby | bonnaroo