"why can't i be smart like you, josh?" a story in which tyler can't focus on anything, and josh can only focus on tyler. © angelictyler 2016

tyler just wants to go swimming but the closest thing to that is watching his neighbor swim from behind a fence

"i love you." the brunette just rolled his eyes, crossing his arms over his chest and shook his head. "no you don't." josh furrowed his brow, standing closer to the feminine boy, going to object. that was thrown out the window when he felt a small hand strike his cheek. tyler pulled away, tears brimming his eyes. "you're just a sucker." joshler highschool au fem!tyler fuckboy!josh

"i'm a goner," tyler sang as he forced his head deeper into the water, closing his eyes. "somebody catch my breath." then it went silent. no fears. no worries. no pain. just darkness and the remains of his thoughts. :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: {slow updates} -lowercase intended- trigger warnings: self harm, drug use, attempted suicide, etc.

not mine!!!!!!! creds go to SoloChaos on archive of our own just another copy of the forest fic make sure you have tissues

josh isn't the skinniest boy you've ever met. but he will be. (tw for eating disorders & selfharm/suicide(?)/transphobia)