"what fades must come back." >> this book was written before the song 'if you don't know' was released, but seems to be closely related. disclaimer: i wrote this in 2014. it's really bad. also the picture used in the cover was created by me and reposted onto other social medias by fans i gave permission to.

"What do you think Lou can Bullies and their victims fall in love?" -Ashton. "I don't know, I mean bullies can cause so much pain and hurt can their victims really forgive them?" -Louis "I think as long as they love each other it doesn't matter at the end of the day" -Luke "As long as there is forgiveness then everyone can be happy and loved." -Harry "I mean who are we to question anyway...?" -Louis "The exact thing happened to us." -Ashton "It was a struggle to gain forgiveness and his love." -Luke "But at the end of the day love conquers all." -Harry

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

There was something about Luke, that made Ashton smile. But lately, Luke hasn't been smiling back. Luke is deeply in love with Ashton, and it's slowly killing him. He's convinced that Ashton will never love him back. He starts to drift away from the other boys, shutting himself out from them while occasionally letting Calum in. Luke is tired of being alone and tired of feeling broken.

Luke is the lead singer of the band 500 Years of Winter and Ashton's biggest fan. Ashton is a Youtuber and Luke's biggest fan. Side Stories: Michael is a gay weirdo who starts dating Ashton's best friend. Calum is bisexual and thinks no one wants him. NO MALUM!!

Ashton and Luke are polar opposites. Ashton's gay and Luke is a homophobe. They're put together for a project and they go to Lukes house. Luke learns more about Ashton. Will he change his mind about Ashton and fall for him?

5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?

"Who are you?" All Rights Reserved.© WriteDrunk 2014. Completed.