Caleb Ellison can't seem to control anything that goes on inside of his head. Shortly after his best friend, Cole, disappears, things worsen. Caleb stumbles into a world of assumptions and suspicion. Everything he does, sees and thinks ties back to the day his best friend went missing, and he can't make it stop. One day, he meets Sadie, a quirky and odd enough girl, claiming to have known Cole since childhood. When she reveals something that changes everything, Caleb's world spirals into something beyond his own understanding. lovely cover by acethetics

"Give me ten days, and I can give you ten reasons not to die." Evan paused. "And if I can't change your mind by then, you can go jump off that cliff."

In which a girl who hides behind baggy sweaters and a fake smile is forced to learn that 'perfection' doesn't come easily, and being skinny isn't always worth the pain. "she cried herself to sleep that night, because deep down she knew that no matter how many meals she skipped and how much exercise she did, Olivia would never be skinny." [disorder diaries, 2014 backseatmuke] tw :: eating disorders, major character death

in which the boy who only knows how to break hearts meets the girl who's heart couldn't possibly break any more. "he had to learn the hard way that you should always be careful when trying to fix someone, for you could cut yourself on their broken pieces." [disorder diaries, 2015 backseatmuke] tw :: self harm, suicide, panic attacks, depression, major character death

"I wonder if it's possible to lose myself if I never knew really knew who I was to start with." [a short story dealing with bipolar]