"well, what can i say sweater boy, you and i mix as well as those damn paints on my brushes and the colors in those sunsets you love so much."

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

❝i've delicately chosen letters to form words and words to form sentences, each sentence a colorful paint stroke on the canvas of my mind.❞ [ #1 in poetry on 27/08/16 ]

Connecting to Video Chat... "Hi!" "Oh. Oh my god. Oh god." "What?" "I thought you were a boy." --- all characters and situations in "i thought you were a boy" are works of fiction. highest rankings: #2 in Short Story (07/15/17) #1 in "girlxgirl" (06/11/17) #1 in "freethelgbt" (09/06/17) #1 in LGBT+ (06/15/17) #1 in "shortstorycollection" (09/30/18) #22 in "story" (10/06/18)

These poems are my coping skills for the "disorders" I have. #stopmentalhealthstigma Some do find these poems to be a bit depressing or for lack of better phrase, triggering, I mean these poems are my outlet and what I write when I have my Manic Depressive/Bipolar Breakdowns. Anyway for more , my perfectly flawed freaks, follow my Instagram @Spo0k1e YouTube @spo0k1e and Tumblr@spo0k1evamp1r3

THIS IS NOT MY BOOK!!! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS BOOK!!!! The original book Twist and Shout by the author from achiveofourown (Gabriel (AO3)) ALL THE CREDITS GOES TO GABRIEL AND STANDBYME!!

Pics that make u think. Dont just look and be like whatever. Ok so if ur gonna read this than i hope you guys will actually give a thought to what u see ~Readers Thoughts on 'Just Think'~ "I love this book. It really helps me clear my mind and even sometimes inspires me. I'm definitely a better person than I was 5 months ago, and I guess this book also kinda helped. I'm for the gems I've found in these months. Thank you for this." -@iWes27 "Im so happy I found this book" -@essie_neh "All I could say is '........wow!'" -@madysonjade ~Views~ 5k as of 6-27-17 10k as of 12-17-17 ~Votes~ 1k as of 9-10-17 ~Placing~ #635 in Spiritual as of 12-31-17

I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you But with the beast inside There's nowhere we can hide No matter what we breed We still are made of greed This is my kingdom come This is my kingdom come When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Don't get too close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Deans a caring big brother. Will do anything for those he loves. Almost loyal to a fault. Sams a book worm. Always has a smile on his face. Gives even when he has nothing. Gabriels a class clown. Always cracking jokes or pranking. Seeing others smile makes his day. Castiels a wallflower. Always kind and kinda out there. Observing rather than participating. But if you look into their eyes. Its where their demons hide.

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

"i'm counting down the days to go." or in which a boy who is waiting for his life to be over may be losing to cancer, but he also saved his best friend's life and, in return, won his heart.