So I suck at descriptions but I'm going to try anyway. This story is actually based on an idea that came to me when I was listening to Amnesia by 5 Seconds of Summer. The following is a description of that idea: Kat breaks up with Sam and he goes off the deep end. Sam knew that Kat was the one for him and now that she's gone he isn't sure how he's supposed to move on and live his life. He starts to question himself and numb his pain in the best ways he knows how. As his friends watch him slowly self-destruct, they try to show him that he's not on this journey alone. To show him that there's still hope in the world even when the things he thinks are most certain are gone. And maybe, just maybe he'll find something deeper along the way. Author warnings: There will be strong language and also mild sexual content, further along in the book, if you don't like either of those things then please don't read. Also, please do not copy anything from this work. Thank you! Last note: This is just for fun. I don't think any of this would happen in real life. Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy reading and feedback is always welcome.

Sam. The only person Colby cares about. The only one on the broken brunet's mind. Sam, who has a girlfriend he claims to be deeply in love with. Precious, innocent Sam who wishes he hadn't fallen for his best friend. [14.04.2018 - 22.09.2018]

we're fading fast, i miss missing you now and then. (lowercase intended. short chapters, short story.) [09.09.2018 - 21.08.2019]

*Completed but unedited* Sam Golbach is your normal high schooler. Colby Brock, the bad ass new kid who has a thing for blonde hair and blue eyes This is being written just for fun so please don't take any of this seriously. It's a fanfiction about two incredible goofy 20 year old and written by a 18 year old with no life.

*Completed but unedited* Colby Brock needed an easy summer job. Samuel Golbach needed a friend. Neither wants to talk but both of them learn to. One wears t-shirts and the other one wears sweatshirts in July. Trigger Warning, there will be death, self harm, and mentions of suicide, and maybe bullying Read at your own risk.

Samuel Golbach is too sweet for his own good, almost like sugar. His blue eyes and soft smile are intoxicating, the few people had the chance to get to know him, claim he could give them a toothache much like candy. Colby Brock loves the taste of alcohol and the rush it gives him. A foggy brain and an edge that makes him want to live like he is going to die, Colby is the thrill of a lifetime. Both boys battle their turmoil, Sam addicted to Colby's rush and Colby addicted to blue eyes and bitter drinks. Their broken relationship will either slowly be fixed or crumbled under the weight of their very own thoughts. Co-written with you_will_never_know-, the same version of this story will also be on their page, make sure to check out everything they have written because their stories are absolutely amazing!

*Written in two days, completed but unedited* Sam writes Colby letters. A Solby short story Trigger warnings for the future.

Colby: Hey Sam: hi Colby: Remember me? ---- Kind of a textfic. A/U Solby fic -dont like? Dont read-

@stolen-hickeys has followed you @strawbaby followed you back

[COMPLETE] "today I met a boy with the brightest smile. Even though he's a bully, I know he'll keep me sane. His name is Colby brock. He calls everyone darling, but he calls me sweetheart"