In this book, you will take a look in my crazy, wonderful mind, and what goes on in there past midnight. God bless your soul.

Sometimes, death isn't always a bad thing. Maybe, it's a way out of a situation that you're in, and suddenly, the thought of it doesn't scare you anymore. No, I don't mean suicide or anything, but what if you're sick? What if you're sick, and have under a year to live, but you're a disgrace to your only family? Who do you spend those days with? What do you do? Never in my eighteen years would I have thought that I'd be going on a tour with One Direction. I barely knew a thing about them when Niall first approached me. After spending some time with them, I realized that maybe death ISN'T what I wanted. Maybe I really CAN be happy. Now, if only I had taken those pills. "You know I'll be your life, your voice, your Reason To Be, my love. My heart is breathing for this moment in time. I'll find the words to say before you leave me today."