A completely true story about my first love, first heartbreak, and learning how to let go.

sometimes I can't tell you exactly how I feel because I'm not good with words, but maybe I can try with my 3 a.m. thoughts and these excerpts from books I'll never write.

{romance w ooey gooey stuff that make your heart giggle/ also death.}

Life. The universe. Everything. Chapter order isn't important.

Death is inevitable. It's not something you can just escape from. It's a constant shadow hanging around. You still don't ever seem to care. You are doomed once the very thought of you is created. You die. Things die. Everything is pointless. But as humans we find reasons to live. We're bent on finding those reasons. So tell me why the air I breathe keeps me alive while it slowly kills me. Why the blood running through my veins keeps me alive when one organ stops my blood ceases to flow. Let me try to keep this simple. We all die eventually. It is our choice to find the silver lining. A reason to live. It is our choice to find reasons to live. These are some reasons. This is copywrite by me

in this book, i write freely, and let my emotions flow, without a filter. enjoy my ramblings.

So i decided i wanted to post my slam poems so here they are