This book is deticated to anyone who had or is dealing with depression, any type of self-harm, anorexia, etc. stay strong<3 ---------------------------------------I sob and run into the bathroom, locking the white, wood door. I look around the room. The razor. I grab it and slice my wrist multiple times. Deeper and deeper. I ignore the boys screaming and pounding on the bathroom door, only focusing on the blade. I let out a yelp when a different type of pain is felt. I did it. Oh no, I did it. I cut too deep. I cover my wrist, trying desperately to stop the blood from pouring out of it. I think I sliced my nerve. I jump when the door is broken off the hinges and the boys come running in. I look at my wrist, and back over at the door. "Help.." I softly whisper as black spots enter my vision. __________________________ Ryan is a seventeen-year-old girl and just so happens to live with the biggest Boyband on the planet. One Direction. There are surprises, shockers, secrets, romance, and loads of drama. What happens when Ryan just wants to dissaper; but she always seems to be Found?

Taylor's life is awful, she self-harms, she has anorexia, she is bullied everyday, but when her parents decide to ship her off to Sydney, Australia to "fix her" she might just gain the closest friends she has ever had, and maybe something more with one of them... ---------------------------------------------- Ooooooooh what's going to happen *wink, wink* hi everyone I'm Jaidyn I love 5sos so yeah, sorry about the sad stuff like self-harm and anorexia but I struggle with both of them so this is where I let my feelings go so I hope you enjoy!!!!!!!!

Emily has been abused for two years now. She can't take it anymore. She just has to kill herself. She has no one telling her not to, so why not? At school she gets pushed around and picked on by her peers, and who she gets home she is abused by her parents. One day after running away from school and finally wanting to go through with her plan, she bumps into none other than Luke Hemmings. But she doesn't know who he is, so she shrugs it off. This could've been Luke's chance. To save a life. To finally feel like he'd literally saved a life. Like he was actually a superhero and more than just a childish band member. But he doesn't know she's on her way to the bridge, where many suicides had taken place, hers about to be one of them. Will he be able to save her before she falls into the trap of society?

a sad poem I wrote about how I feel and my life hope you enjoy

Blaze has been through hell and back but it all changes when she goes to a meet and greet with One Direction. Blaze is a victim of depression, she pushed everyone away from her until she moves away. But what will happen when she runs, covered in blood into familiar arms? Will it all just disappear or will it haunt her for the rest of her life? "I will love you forever and always Blaze" "I will love you forever and always Harry" Literally Forever! ----------------------------------------------------- This is my first book. Sorry for any mistakes. I have not yet fully read it finished so some parts may not add up but please bare with me! Thankyou. Completed; 15/08/15 <------ I knew I should of waited until the 15th ... :D

Millions, no trillions, of questions raced through my wandering mind. Why is this happening to me? Why now? How will the boys react? Will I make it? ... Am I going to get my wish of being with my mother again?... Many people always said "be careful what you wish for", and now I see why. I spent the last ten years of my life wishing I was dead, wishing my life would be over, but three words, "You have cancer", changed everything: I don't want to die: I want to live. The ironic thing is that it took a death sentence to make me see the value of life. And now that I actually want to live, I'm probably going to die, but I guess that's just life, right?

Abby is an abused girl who deals with depression. one day she runs away. falling unconscious into Niall Horan's hands what will happen? will they help her? or hurt her? trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIy_i1jc_ds

Paisley is often times bullied because of her weight and appearance. On top of that she is being abused by her father. He became abusive after the death of his beloved wife. He ships Paisley off, not being able to deal with her because she disgusts him. When she moves and then comes back to school no one recognizes her. People are shocked to hear that Paisley is back and looking Super Hot. Two best friends, Drew Ackerman and Bryce Shaw, fight to win her over. They both have a "bad boy reputation". Who will win her over? Paisley is wary of both Drew and Bryce. Will they earn her trust? Or will she forever see them as the bad boys they were made out to be? Find out in this book about Paisley and these crazy kids from Weston High.

Hunter was battling anorexia. She was lonely and depressed. No one knew her name. But she liked it like that. Cameron was a jock who had the school swooning over him. He loved the attention. But when two opposite collide?

I'm alone. The world hates me.... I cry, scream, lay emotionless. I was saved.. By one guy... But he betrayed me, and once again I was alone.... Till one member of a special boyband helped me.