"I just wanna sleep. Forever," "You mean dying?" "I guess, but I don't actually want to die. Just sleep," "I think you just want peace."

I haven't really found any Alex x Readers. (This is based off of the show, not the book) This story starts from the beginning, the whole school is rattled by Hannah's death, but the ones who received tapes are even more rattled. You, Alex, and Hannah were extremely close, until you guys stopped going to Monet's together, you and Alex remained close while Hannah drifted apart. Never did you think that you could be one of the 13 reasons why she killed herself. (I do not own 13 Reasons Why, all of the characters and original plot belong to the creators of the show.)

I've had this written for a while but didn't post it so here you go. In this story Ryan never left the band, neither did anyone else. You are a female backup singer and dancer, and you're not supposed to get attached to any of the members, what happens when you disobey that order? !!Discontinued!!