the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

[All triggers and warnings will be stated at the beginning of each chapter] Dan regrets everything and Phil misses him. But the thing most needed in a relationship was lost. Trust. *** Phil doesn't know what to do with his life and Dan's is encouraged by his parents. Their lives were miserable and they were each others happiness. They don't want to live without eachother, but is anyone going to do anything about this skinny love? [COMPLETED 24th February] ©likeplzphanyounot 2016

Phil is the new student at school. When he meets Dan, they instantly connect. They start to develop feelings for each other and eventually start going out. 6 years later they're still together. Can they make it work or is it a lost cause? Trigger Warnings: Self harm, abuse, depression. **COMPLETED** Started 18th of May 2016 Finished 7th of September 2016

Dan wanted to be pretty (TW: death/eating disorders/depression) Also im not good at covers if you wanna make me one thats great (@phan-tabulousphil on tumblr) Sorry for the promo but I need Current cover by Danspillow

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy strikes and he can't take it. However, he meets Phil Lester, the outgoing flirt with too big of a heart to handle. The two become close, and Dan soon realizes that even with his switch off, he can't deny that Phil is slowly reaching to turn it back on, and Dan can't seem to push his hand away.

Dan Howell? That's His Royal Highness Daniel James Howell, heir to a small European country's throne, to you, pleb. A royal pain in the ass, too, apparently. And him? Well, he's just Phil: a down on his luck journalist, searching desperately for a news story that'll save him from losing his crappy job. And who are they? They're members of the Russell family, a once prestigious dynasty brought to ruins by Howell's powerful ancestors. Bitter and resentful, they eye Perigna's heir as means of getting revenge to an old and potent slight. What are the chances of all three meeting up in London, eh?

"I see a lonely boy. Someone who trusted another person & that person person left him & stopped talking to him all together. I see someone who deserves love & kindness. He deserves an explanation. I see Phil. Wonderful, amazing, beautiful Phil. Fuck Carrie, I might like Phil." +×+ Or the one where Dan & Phil used to be best friends but something tragic happened to Dan and he cut Phil and the rest of the world-minus his parrnts and cousin- out of his life completely until Phil has to spend winter holiday with the Howells. +×+ co-written with @Salazaaar09 +×+ *ngl, this is v cliche but I hope you like it* +×+

Dan Howell. A teenage boy with depression, self harm, and a very rare disease of butterfingers. Also has an obsession with llamas. Phil Lester. A teenage boy with eyes that could make the moon jealous, has an amazing talent for making people smile when they have gone through the roughest crap ever. Also has an obsession with house plants. Both of them? They love to make Youtube videos. Dan is all over the place. Phil is all in order. He helps any one that needs it. What happens when Dan meets Phil? Does a new relationship blossom? Can Phil fix Dan? But what if Phil has secrets of his own? Is this shell of his fake? READ TO FIND OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

|| Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became colder. "I never want to be taken advantage of." "Who says everyone will?" The man retaliated. "I like my own tent. I don't want people to come inside and mess everything up." "But what if someone climbed into your tent and cleaned it up for you?" He asked again." xx