DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

*Sequel to Smile, Dan* Mature because of swearing, self harm, and romance scenes TRIGGER WARNING Ann was just like any other member of the Phandom until Dan messaged her on Twitter. That was a year ago.... Ann is now back in the United States without her father, away from the life they had in London... away from Dan. Dan was as depressed as a person could be... until he met Ann. She changed his life and made him genuinely happy. She was perfect, but then she left....