Letters to Dan - Part II Years after the end of Letters to Dan, Astrid is growing up and learning about her parents' past. Dan is moving on and learning to fall in love again. Things happen and I suck at describing stories in short sentences. (Please read Letters to Dan first or you'll be bombarded with spoilers!) Cover by @clawsburiedeep

"I can fix you." "No you can't Daniel, no one can" (Dan Smith Fanfiction) Trigger warning- Self-harm , abuse Started - 22/12/16

a group chat between the members of bastille *the first bastille group chat to be published on wattpad*

'Lily?' He said quietly. I didn't respond. I hoped he thought I was sleeping. Even though I doubted I'd be getting much sleep. I had far too much on my mind to switch off. I was finding it so hard to concentrate on what I was supposed to be doing when I was so consumed with guilt. Every time he looked at me with those kind blue eyes, all I could think about was how much I must've hurt him. I had walked away without ever looking back, no explanation, nothing but a sorry note. How he could cope without wanting to kill me I'd never know. I guessed the kindest thing I could do was at least stop ignoring him and stop treating him like he'd done something wrong. 'Yeah?' I eventually replied. 'I...' He began. But a long silence hung in the air, as though he was thinking what to say next. 'Good night.' He said with a sigh. Whatever it was he was going to say, I doubted it had been just 'goodnight'. That had been my queue to speak up. But I couldn't. I was still too ashamed of what I'd done to face it.

'No.' I said bluntly and walked away. I'd tried my best to keep calm, but was now resorting to holding my bottom lip with my teeth to stop it trembling. I couldn't believe that out of all the bands in the world, I had been assigned this one. With him. What on earth was I supposed to do? I'd never dreamed of seeing him again, and definitely not at work. But hadn't I known he was in a band? Hadn't he been the one who'd planted the idea in my head to work with musicians? I felt incredibly stupid and embarrassed. I took myself off to the ladies toilets before heading back to the office, checking I was alone before shutting the cubicle door and letting out a silent scream. No one could ever find out that Dan and I were married.

Dan is hiding a horrible secret that forces him into hiding. His one best friend, Kyle, brings him back from the brink of death, only to discover a terrible secret of his own.