Ashton has always loved his brothers. When he was younger he use to self harm which he has always been public about. When Luke, Calm, and Michael are in the back of the tour bus talking bad about Ashton and he hears them he starts writing in his journal starting off as Dear Brothers in letter format. About how he feels everyday. He starts cutting but no one notices. These are the Journal Entry's he wrote. This story will not have him doing it because it's just journal entries. It will just say how he feels when he did it.

"Look at me." I growled, she wouldn't. I was getting exstreamly ticked off at her. I grabbed her chin and made her look at me. "When i tell you to look at me the next time you better do it. You are mine and you do what i say when I say it. The next time you disobey me you will be punished." Emme leaned forward and in a teasing voice whispered "I thought mates weren't supposed to hurt each other." She smirked at her comment in triumph, but it soon disappeared when I picked her up pushing her against the wall. The shower was on and water was dripping on both of us. I leaned in and bit her ear, making her let out a gasp. I started to grind against her while still bitting and playing with her ear, slowly making my way to her neck. I pulled away smirking at her "Punishments dont always have to hurt baby....."

|| Highest Rank - #1 in Teen Fiction and #5 in Romance || Melody Carson has been in the same class as Tyson McCannon since primary school. She's watched him play with girls, set the school on fire, skip classes, prank teachers, smoke behind the school, break the law, get into fights with other guys for fun and even watched him get suspended for three weeks. He always ruins everything and never does what he is told. Melody has hated him since the day he set foot in her school and luckily he has never noticed her. That is, until now. Tyson has set his eyes on Melody and won't stop until he gets what he wants. And he wants her. *-*-* Note: It is cliché at first but it gets better. [COMPLETED] Copyright © by Laylaa Khan

"Say it" he growled in my ear his hands grabbing my waist holding me tight against the wall WARNING MAY HAVE SEXUAL CONTENT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

Emily has been abused for two years now. She can't take it anymore. She just has to kill herself. She has no one telling her not to, so why not? At school she gets pushed around and picked on by her peers, and who she gets home she is abused by her parents. One day after running away from school and finally wanting to go through with her plan, she bumps into none other than Luke Hemmings. But she doesn't know who he is, so she shrugs it off. This could've been Luke's chance. To save a life. To finally feel like he'd literally saved a life. Like he was actually a superhero and more than just a childish band member. But he doesn't know she's on her way to the bridge, where many suicides had taken place, hers about to be one of them. Will he be able to save her before she falls into the trap of society?

"What's it like?" Luke whispered, playing with her hands as they sat there in silence "Hmm?" She turned her head to see the tall boy next to her "Depression, what's it like?" She thought long and hard about her answer, "It's like drowning but... you can see everyone else around you... breathing" ••••• "I'm Fine" - the biggest lie a person has ever told. Courtney was Luke's best friend until she fell into depression and there was no one to catch her. Not until Mark came along and everything was okay, apart from Luke was being torn apart every time he saw them - but it was making her happy, the relationship, so he was 'Fine'. Mark brutally broke up with Courtney and now she won't talk to anyone. Courtney has depression again but it's worse - and Luke has to bring her out of it.

5 seconds of summer save Kya from her drunken boyfriend outside of a concert and give her a place to stay when she had nowhere to go. One band member soon found himself with an unexpected romance.

Opals favourite book is 'Thirteen reasons why' by Jay Asher. In fact, she likes it so much she decides to interpretative the narrative with her own life. She picks ten reasons why she wants to end her life. Instead of tape recordings she videos herself ten times. Each video is addressed to the ten different people who have pushed her to suicide. The only instruction she has given is "The one who has the email, be careful as you watch, watch every single video and send to the person next. If you are lucky enough to have the first watch, send to the person who has the first video." And one of them reasons, maybe good or maybe bad was no other than the schools popular, most attractive male; Luke Hemmings. What will happen when he receives an email from OpalxDiexForever@hotmail.co.uk? Will he save her in time? Trigger warning!

this book DOES include the following: sex cutting depression suicide bullying homophobia ©runitsashton

This is from a guys point of view it's about his everyday life. This does contain selfharm so TRIGGER WARNING ALERT!!! Hope you enjoy though