The guys and I just came back from touring. It was pretty awesome but at the same time it was kinda stressful. But now that the tour has ended i'm back to spending my nights all alone. (This story is based on Nick's suicide attempt back in 2011. I put my own touch on it since i don't really know what was going on with the band and why Nick tried this. Some character will be made up and so will most of the story line, But hope you enjoy) also i know Lexus was his wife no girlfriend i just couldn't think of reasons to why she wouldn't have been there to stop Nick so i just made them be dating.. just saying in case someone's out there hating me because i didn't have my facts straight lol