i'm not evil by design, but i feel dead at times //this is my way of dealing with gustav no longer being with us, i know you might think it's weird writing about someone who has passed away but it's my way of coping, because i still love the idea of gus being here even if its only in my head 🌹rest in peace my beautiful angel, thank you for helping me through a tough time

15 year old Alexa Baker (Machine Gun Kellys little sister) battels with depression and anxiety. But one day she finds her match that has the exact same emotions. Gustav Elijah Åhr. (aka lil peep)

FINALLY FINISHED!! Sorry for delay! Thank you all for 15k fucking reads like wow!!! ❤️ Samara Hale is a reject. With no family and now, no friends, she leaves Minnesota to go to LA and find work as a photographer. Her photography being her life and passion, she meets the GothBoiClique, an interesting group of guys. Nothing will ever quite be the same.

"ion wanna go to school, ion like that." ~ lil peep

goddamn, she said i'm the man | rest easy, the love of my life, gustav elijah ahr

highest rank : #1 in lil peep books he was a druggie, she was his new dealer. he knew she could save him, she knew she needed him. rip gustav åhr 1/11/1996 - 15/11/2017 <3 (pls note i wrote this when i was 12/13 so it's super bad and messy and unrealistic)

"all of the stars have a reason, a reason to shine a reason like mine" • • rest in peep 💔 DISCLAIMER: NONE OF THESE EVENTS ARE REAL! I AM NOT AFFILIATED WITH ANYONE IN THIS STORY.

"Why are you always playin?" "But baby girl I'm not. I want you to be mines." He put his arms on the arms of my swivel chair and I started to tense up. "I know I make you nervous and happy and you know I need you to be mines just as much as you want me to be yours." "Peep what about them other hoes you be with sometimes though?" "They ain't got nothing on you. C'mon Steph. I'll prove to you that I can be good to you." (UNEDITED)

This story is about a girl named Lilyan, her life has been a rough one but she moves from her home town to make herself a new life after highschool. She leaves everything behind to rebuild anew, through trial and error she falls in love and is heart broken and rebuilt. This is HER journey of love and rebuildance to a new life and a new her. This book is not meant at all to offend anyone or to disrespect peep. He and his music mean the world to me and I wanted to make a bad ass Fanfic to keep not only his name alive but for others who are having a hard time coping. Feel free to read I will give a warning that there will be mention of alcohol and weed and other drugs. there will be some smut involved as well.. If you yourself are having a troubled time with Drugs please contact the things listed if you need someone *** Drug Abuse https://www.drugabuse.com/ 1-877-684-4053 *** And as always remember that gus loved all of us :) Rest easy and in peace Peep I love you all and I hope you enjoy this book!

in honor of lil peep? " look at my face while I fuck on your waist cause we only have one conversation a week"