You're casually going through Twitter when a username known as "RobertIDK" follows you. Curious, you go onto his account and notice he's an upcoming YouTuber. After listening to his songs and watching some of his videos, you instantly love his videos and subscribe to him! Little do you know he followed you for another reason.

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.

Dan Howell is your stereotypical popular kid. Phil Lester struggles with depression and lives in an abusive home. When the two meet, Dan assumes Phil is just another kid for him to pick on. It turns out to be a bit more complicated than that. Will Dan and Phil be able to help each other get through their hardships, or are some people just too far gone to fix? - TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts and/or actions, homophobia, car crash, death, abuse (message me if you need clarification) - Started: 12/26/15 Completed: 6/28/17

(lowercase intended) this is your story. you are the main character. you expected your move to london to be simple. you wanted to value, visualize, and be inspired by the art and history that surrounded you. you wanted to find an escape from the constant pressure of your old every day life. you never thought you'd meet someone who could do that all for you, no matter where you were.

You are a college student living in the United States. Your roommate is Colleen Ballinger, whom is currently your best friend. Who is your favourite YouTuber, you ask? Why, it's Daniel James Howell. And one day he notices you, despite your doubts, and you become friends. When you develop feelings for him, you struggle to fight them. Dan doesn't feel the same. But if and when you both do, will it work despite the distance?

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE