“You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words that matter.” Nicholas Sparks. This is how I feel. How I feel about you, how I feel about me, but most importantly how I feel about us. From the start, this has confused me, consumed me and condemned me because this has never happened to me before. But I can’t help it. It’s not my fault. I’m not used to this. I don’t think I ever will be.

Khaylila dan Karim itu bertetangga dari kecil. Dari mereka masih sama-sama balita sampai sekarang, Kay masih menyukai Karim. Dia selalu mengikuti Karim kemana-mana sampai Karim jengkel setengah mati padanya. Meski Karim selalu ketus dan sering cuek padanya, Kay tidak peduli dan tetap menganggap Karim sebagai calon suaminya kelak. Hingga suatu saat di masa SMA mereka, sebuah hal besar membuat Kay tersadar dari khayalan tingkat tingginya bersama Karim dan belajar melepaskan. [This is the edited version of CRUSH with the completely different point of view] by alikazoom 2015

Crush (verb or noun) 1. deform, pulverize, or force inwards by compressing forcefully. 2. violently subdue (opposition or a rebellion). 3. a crowd of people pressed closely together. 4. a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone unattainable. -note- If you're feeling that no one understand the pain you're going through because of your crush, I can say that this book explains how you feel because after all it is what I went through. #202 in short story 26/9/15 #169 in short story 5/11/15 #145 in short story 6/11/15 #104 in short story 8/11/15