Ever wondered what it would be like to be in someone else's shoes instead of being in yours for the day? Would you do anything just to have a completely different life than you do now? This is exactly how I feel. Meet Hallie. A 18 year old girl struggling through life to family problems and of course bullying problems. Hallie grew up to fast, having to find a job at 15 to help support her mum. The past three years have been difficult, will it get easier? or will it affect her much more than it already has?

"My biggest fear is that eventually you will see me the way I see myself" This book contains: sexual assault, sexual content, profanity,and drug abuse.

"But why do you have to go Harry?", I said. "Because Ashley, I'm going to sing on the X Factor", he said. "Will you come back?", I said. "Of course" he said. That was the last word I heard from him. How did I even know Mr. Harry Styles from One Direction? He was my babysitter since I was 4 years old. I was 14 when Harry left for X Factor. I have a really protective mom so you know.... I had a babysitter when I was 14. I did fancy Harry. And like I said... I did... before he left for X Factor he promised me he'd come back, but he didn't. Ever since then I've hated him... I'm seventeen now. Eventually Ashley will meet Harry again... Will her hatred for Harry change, or will she never forgive Harry for how much pain she caused her.....