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Low // KELLIC by kellicstalker
Low // KELLIC
kellicstalker
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A short chaptered fic which can be triggering, so that's your warning. Kellin is suicidal and plans on taking his own life one day soon.
1000 Paper Cuts \\ KELLIC by kellicstalker
1000 Paper Cuts \\ KELLIC
kellicstalker
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(TRIGGER WARNING. Contains many suicide themes) After a bad break-up with his boyfriend, Kellin feels like he's left with nothing, so he attempts suicide. Now he's thrown into suicide watch and there's only one person who he feels like opening up to; the positive and cheery volunteer, Vic.
I'm A Walking Disaster (jalex) by YeahBoy-DollFace
I'm A Walking Disaster (jalex)
YeahBoy-DollFace
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"Sometimes people just can't be helped, some of us are meant to die, drop it" Jack spat at me, I flinched at his words but my determination was stronger. I can and I will help him, without help he will never get out of here.. *** After Alex Gaskarth was hospitalized for his third suicide attempt this year his parents decided that it would be best for him to spend some time in the Teen Psychiatric ward of Valley Springs Hospital. There he has to share a room with Jack Barakat, who was possibly the worst person to room with due to his attitude, but when Alex discovers more about Jack and why he was there he begins to feel different towards the boy he was told to stay away from. Will Jack accept Alex's help and encouragement? Or will he shut himself away from Alex and refuse anything to do with him? Is what Alex feels towards Jack more than just the need to help him? (Trigger Warnings will be listed on the first chapter)
They Told You To Stay Away (Jalex) by YeahBoy-DollFace
They Told You To Stay Away (Jalex)
YeahBoy-DollFace
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"It's okay, Jack" he whispered quickly, trying to offer some comfort. He'll never know how much I appreciate that from him. He'll never know. I can't ever let him know, and I can't let him get any closer to me. I have to let him go, and that thought alone makes me want to tear myself apart. *** Jack Barakat lived a simple life, with a simple schedule to go along with it, until he met a particularly destructive boy. Head over heels, he is desperate to be enough, resulting in a painfully escalating eating disorder that has him sent to the Teen Psychiatric ward of Valley Springs hospital, where he will meet Alex Gaskarth a year later. Alex, a self proclaimed walking disaster, puts it on himself to help Jack better himself so he can be released. Will his attempt to help make or break Jack? Is the eating disorder Jacks only problem? And is their relationship bound to become more? (Trigger warnings listed on intro chapter)
I Knew You Were Trouble - (Fransykes) by cloud_3
I Knew You Were Trouble - (Fransykes)
cloud_3
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COMPLETED ✓ (prison/gang/drugs/sex/fransykes) - Oliver Sykes, a heartless vicious gang leader who's goal in life is to seek revenge on something which was taken from him in the past. On his mission on seeking revenge he loses to stay on track and gets distracted by a pretty blue eyed boy, Josh Franceschi. Will Josh change the darkness of Oli's ways or will he only just lead him straight to the one he wants the most? (Hints of Flintceschi also) Story title from - Taylor Swift - I Knew You Were Trouble. @aestheticashby designed the awesome new cover for me :)
I Fell In Love With A Stripper by Driftwood_Heart
I Fell In Love With A Stripper
Driftwood_Heart
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When someone catches your eye it's hard to forget about them and once they've touched you forgetting them is nearly impossible. Vic experiences this first hand during a night out with some friends where he meets Kellin. Kellin's very good at what he does. He can easily draw in a crowd with a few shakes of his hips and a couple sultry smiles, his skills in the bedroom also make him a crowd favorite. Vic spends a night with the raven haired boy and instantly becomes addicted to his touch. But soon it turns into wanting more than just sex from the boy. Vic falls for him but Kellin refuses to believe that that's even possible. In his mind he's just a whore, nothing more.
Euthanasia (Kellic) by babyspiders
Euthanasia (Kellic)
babyspiders
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'The painless killing of a patient suffering from an incurable and painful disease or in an irreversible coma.' Euthanasia. This disease was my life. I want to die, I want to die. I wanted to bleed out right in that bathroom, but he had to stop me; why does he even care? Why would Vic Fuentes, the perfect senior care enough to stop me dying. That's never enough of course, so can he really stop me wanting to die?
You Smile Brighter Than You Should (Kellic) Boyxboy by collidewiththemadnss
You Smile Brighter Than You Should (Kellic) Boyxboy
collidewiththemadnss
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Kellin doesn't exactly live an easy life. His Mom is an alcoholic, he self-harms and on top of all that he gets bullied daily. All Vic wants to do is help but Kellin doesn't want help. And Vic has some secrets of his own but they're all hidden behind a smile. ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Contains: - Self-harm - mentions of suicide - mentions of eating disorders - alcoholism - bullying - mild abuse
I Miss You (kellic) by halfmoonparty
I Miss You (kellic)
halfmoonparty
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The depressive feeling of emptiness consumes Vic almost every day. His parents don't pay much attention to him, and when they do, it's for all of the wrong reasons. Captain of the varsity basket ball team and Mr. Popular, Kellin Quinn basically has his life handed to him. Or so everyone thinks...
Siren (Kellic) by deadindigo
Siren (Kellic)
deadindigo
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It's a Kellic I'll probably never get around to adding any more shitty content. This is loosely based off of something that happened to me. TRIGGER WARNINGS *depressing shit *suicide *self harm *bullying *abuse *homophobia *slurs *motherfucking language *idk cringy ass writing *high school? *Idk man I probably missed a shit ton... If you get triggered this is not a good book for you, my friend. Seriously stay safe my lovelies.