(previously known as "surrender") when a decision made by the staff puts their lives at risk, they do their best to not die yet. oh the irony. warning: shit goes down and doubt you'd like every single thing you'll read here started: 20190630 ended:

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'You're such a fat pig' reads a tweet aimed at Louis. "Thanks I know, that's why I don't eat and when I do I throw it up" I think to myself. ------- "Why isn't Louis his happy go lucky normal self anymore" I think to myself worriedly. "I'm going to find out what's bothering and I'm not going to stop until I fix it" I promise myself, thinking fondly of the smaller yet older boy, who I think I like but know he wouldn't like me back, after all he's straight right? ------- This is a story of how Louis travels down the road of anorexia and bulimia until he reaches breaking point and doesn't know if there's any return. Smut af.

Niall always received hate nothing new, all the boys did, but the difference was the boys could ignore it, all except niall who was addicted to reading every comment , Niall begins to notice that "Fat" is the recurring word in almost every tweet, so niall does the only thing he can think of, someone calls you fat, so you stop eating.

For over four years the boys had made a horrible error. They hadn't known honestly, hadn't given it that much thought. Now however, Zayn is gone and Harry, Liam and Louis are starting to realize what they've done.