I stand there with my back away from him. I couldn't look at him not after he hurt me. How was I supposed to believe anything that came out of his mouth? "Helena. I'- I'm sorry. I didn't mean to." taking a step closer. The heat of his muscular body penetrated my cold skin. "Leave, just - leave me alone. I can't take it anymore. You broke me. Don't you get that?" whispering the last part. "I did. Please..." "Don't, your words don't mean anything. You don't mean anything." I wanted him to hurt as badly as he hurt me. "That's not true. I know you don't mean that. You want me as much as I want you." his breath lingering in my ear. "Don't flatter yourself. I hate you. I.Don't.Want.You." hissing as I turned around to face him. He pursed his lips and I knew my words cut deep. I wasn't going to be nice anymore. Kane made sure that part of me was gone. Silence filled the room. It was suffocating me just like he was and right when I was going to turn around he grabbed me slamming me to his hard chest. "Too bad, cause I want you." smashing his lips on mine he kissed me hungrily as if his life depended on it. I tried pushing him away but I couldn't or simply I just didn't want to. Did I want him after what he's done? Lifting me up he walked us to the bed laying me down slowly. Pulling away he took his shirt off then kissed me again. "I want you. There's no one else I want more than you. Let me be your first and last." I didn't know what I was thinking or if I was at that moment, but I wanted him. I couldn't deny it. "Take me. I want you to make love to me." letting the words come out making him smile. Without another word he kissed me softly. "I've been waiting for you to say that to me for a while. I will make love to you until the sun comes up baby." then took my shirt off with everything else. His body pressed against mine. "I love you Helena and I always will." as he entered me taking my virginity just like he always planned to. #47- 11/23/16 #65- 11/24

Chakras. The name conjures up an image of a human body with seven swirling energy points along the spine, each one of the colors of the rainbow. But what are chakras all about? What do they represent? How does one work with them? This book starts from the beginning and goes step by step, chakra by chakra, through the system of energy, or prana. It explains what symbols and crystals are associated with each one, and how to use them to work toward better health. Namaste. This book Chakras for Yoga Meditation and Stress Relief is intended to be free on all systems, to help those who are in need of support find a step toward a more contented life. If the system you are currently on requires a charge to download, all author's proceeds will benefit battered women's shelters. This book is a companion piece to my other free books on yoga and meditation. Feel free to contact Lisa if you have any questions - she's happy to help!

Color illustrated, Chakra Basics is the first step in understanding your personal energy wheels. This book has it all whether you are a beginner or advanced in chakra work. You will find fundamental and basic concepts about chakras that will enhance your personal and spiritual growth. This is the book you have been waiting for. Color illustrations to help guide your understanding of chakras and how they affect your daily life. Chakra Basics discusses: •Definition and use of chakras •Emotional energy governed by chakras •Blockages and imbalances •Thought patterns that cause blockages •Physical indications of a blocked chakra •Healthy emotional chakras •Exercises that promote chakra healing and continued health •Meditation exercises •And so much more! If you've been looking for answers about chakras, this is the book is for you! *** From the Author Please keep in mind, what you are reading is the blurb for this book - the story details. You can also read about the root chakra under "Table of Contents" as "Sample Chapters of this completed book" here on Wattpad. Also, please note that the book is under contract, and with that in mind, I can only give a small portion or the contents as a sample so as not to invalidate that contract. It is also worth noting that this is a study guide, designed to be read in order from the Root Chakra to the Crown Chakra. In this book, you will be given exercises and meditation techniques to help clear your chakras of negativity. It is a process; therefore, giving another chapter out of order on without the complete picture, would not benefit the reader. The book is for sale at many online retailers, such as iBook, Nook, Kindle, Smashwords, Hulu, and others.