Sequel to "Why I Don't Smile [Brallon]" "It doesnt just go away when someone tells you they love you, Brendon." Trigger Warnings still apply. You matter more than any stupid fanfic, please take care of yourself.

so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never love him. Dan, though, has fallen for this sad boy and also believes that Phil couldn't like him back. then sad things happen, happy things happen, blah blah blah read it to find out if your reading it, i declare you awesome