♔ Winner of Season 4 1D Watty Awards: Overall 1D ♔ ❝How stupid I am for giving him a second, third, and fourth chance to show me a different side of everything?❞ ❝It doesn't matter. After all, it's who you love.❞ It’s about living; it’s about realizing everything may be wrong for you, but you would never realize it might be worse for someone else until you meet this one. She found her place, her source of hope and happiness. She found many things she would never expect that made her feel alive once again. She found herself again. But unfolded between so many things she had never known, there was a hopeless boy that was desperate to break free from everything that had been chasing him. The spotlight, the pressure, and the world he daily needed to carry on his own shoulders, even though he couldn’t stand his own weakness. He needed refuge; a refuge that would lead him through the roughest and darkest time of his life. | edited by the rocking socks @fruitloops90 | covers by the blessed talented soul @guitargirl5 and my lil dawg @redblacklady

My name is Eleanor Calder. You might know who I am. I model, but millions of teenage girls knew me as the girl who dated Louis Tomlinson from One Direction. Yeah, I said dated. No we did not break up. How are we not together if we didn't break up? He died. Louis Tomlinson died. As well as: Niall Horan Liam Payne and Harry Styles. You may recognise them as well. As well as a girl named Danielle Peazer, my best friend. Also Liam Payne's girlfriend. Dead. Gone. There one day and gone the next. Deceased. Get it now? Not in complete shock? One other thing, did you notice that there was one missing from the list? Someone who is usually mentioned? Someone by the name of Zayn Malik? Well he's still alive. Right here next to me, right now. He says hello. This is our story of what happened when One Direction died. The world will never be the same. I guarantee it.

Harry es un adolescente víctima de bullying, todos sus compañeros lo maltratan y lo insultan por ser homosexual. Él, como todos los chicos de su edad, se pasa las tardes jugando a videojuegos, cuando un día uno de los jugadores le envía un mensaje por chat. Ambos entablan una amistad, y el nuevo amigo de Harry, Louis, siente la necesidad de protegerlo, ya que ahora es conocedor de todo lo que ocurre alrededor del chico. Las palabras de Louis y su mentalidad hacen que Harry se enamore de él a pasos agigantados, un sentimiento que le ayudará a sobrevivir a su día a día. A partir de entonces ambos intentarán encontrarse, y eso causará algunos problemas y muchas emociones nuevas que te harán reír, llorar e incluso lograrán sorprenderte. Nunca te podrías haber imaginado la cantidad de maravillas que se esconden en el este del cielo, donde la luna brilla igual para todos. NOTA: Esta historia fue la primera que escribí y decidí publicar en Wattpad, y eso fue hace unos años. Por favor, tener en cuenta que para entonces escribir solo era un pasatiempo para mí, no tenía mucha experiencia en el mundo de la escritura, así que puede que os encontréis con algún error ortográfico. Estoy pensando en editarla ahora, años más tarde, para poder corregir los errores. Os agradezco que comentéis los errores que detectáis, pero me gustaría que no dejarais mensajes ofensivos al respecto. Gracias.

Louis has a habit of not complaining. Harry hates it because, sometimes if you don’t complain, bad things happen; like ending up in the ICU. This is the OFFICIAL VERSION please note that there are four or five R rated scenes that have been moved to another site to keep this story un-privated. The links are provided in the appropriate places in the story where you can read them. Please check my bio for the link to the translations! These include POLISH (Polski), SPANISH (Español), ITALIAN (Italiano), FRENCH (Français), RUSSIAN (русский), CZECH, CHINESE (中国的), ROMANIAN (român), PORTUGUESE (português), BRAZILIAN PORTUGUESE (português do Brasil) SLOVAK (slovenská), DUTCH (Nederlands), GERMAN (Deutsch) Direct link to translation masterpost is: http://room_317.livejournal.com

Louis Tomlinson keeps three secrets--three that change him. First, Louis Tomlinson isn't like the other boys. He's known since secondary school; but it took him a long time to come to terms with it. Louis' sexuality is one of the hardest things he's had to deal with, and he has to deal with it alone. He knows how foolish it would be to tell anyone else--people can be so judgmental. Secondly, Louis Tomlinson is depressed. For him, depression is no longer a condition, it's a state of being. Happiness doesn't exist in his life--he struggles just to get out of bed day to day. Louis hates himself, he hates his sexuality, and most of all, he hates his life. He slowly begins to understand what it means to be truly alone. His third secret is comes in the form of his creamy-skinned, curly-haired Cheshire flat neighbour. Everything from his rosy cheeks to his mossy-green eyes have Louis going mad with longing. He's never even exchanged a word with him, but he knows that he's addicted to this boy. He is Louis's drug, and he can't get enough of him. He's Louis's dirty, dark little secret that he has to hide because he's scared of being left alone yet again. But they say that holding things in can destroy a person from the inside out. And these secrets are breaking Louis Tomlinson.

When Harry Styles goes to his uncle's in Florida for the summer, he's reminded by the company his two dating friends, Liam and Zayn, how hopelessly single he is. The trip he expected to be fun turns slightly sour on his first day there. Until he meets Louis Tomlinson, that is. And even though Louis is more different than Harry could imagine, Harry slowly begins to feel like Louis could very well make his seemingly lonely trip the best vacation of his life.

I am Eleanor Calder, the girl who left Louis Tomlinson at the Alter. I didn't have the heart to tell him that this wasn't the way I planned to live the rest of my forever, so I did something crazy: I ran. I changed my name, I changed my look, and I moved across seas to live in the States. My new name is Serena Valentine. However, I did not plan for One Direction to tour America and I certainly didn't plan to be their waitress in Starbucks.