would you rather live the pain to the end, or end it in total? - "not everyone's a fucking genius. i just wish they would stop trying to make me into the one they want." © brianna lauren 2015 book two | louis

all is well that ends well. - book 5 | the happy ending [sorta] © brianna lauren 2015

would you rather live the pain to the end, or end it in total? - "maybe i've always been destined to be in this place, with these people. so empty, yet filled with nothing but lifeless personas and lies." © brianna lauren 2015 book four | liam

would you rather live the pain to the end, or end it in total? - "if how you dress emphasizes who you are, then i guess i'm a living breathing lie." © brianna lauren 2015 book three | niall

would you rather live the pain to the end, or end it in total? - "love is only for those that have mental ability to handle it, and mine is shit." © brianna lauren 2015 book one | harry

Louis Tomlinson is known as the funny, loud, and boisterous partyboy beta of One Direction. But what if the titles explain nothing to how he truly feels inside? What if he is forced to be someone he isn't? How would the fans feel? Or how would the other band members that had loved him all along feel? How will they react when they find out he's an omega? This will be an ot5 story and it will have graphic self harm, so please don't read if it could trigger you in any way because your health and mental well being is more important then this story. ** Cover is by @zen-osyne **

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Louis has always had something a little bit strange about him, whether it be the way his supposed 'family' treats him as though he is different, unworthy, events plan out differently to how he expects them to... Or maybe the fact he can hear what everyone is thinking? Welcome to Newtations School, the school for freaks.

It was inevitable that they would all be discovered. In a land where gays aren't tolerated just the suspicion of being one is enough to get you killed. Just one person telling the authorities is enough to ruin someone's life. This story doesn't have a happy ending.