What happens after Rin Okumura loses all control during his battle with Amianon? What if his friends continue to shun him instead of trying to comfort him or be his friends again? Read to find out how Rin deals with all of this. I do not own Blue Exorsist. Any pictures I show here do not belong to me (unless I otherwise state so) All characters belong to the original creator

Rin asks yukio to do the unthinkable. And when the matter is taken into his own hands. What does he learn about his relationship with his brother? Trigger warnings.

Everyone always saw him as this happy-go-lucky, shameless, ignorant little boy. Sure, he wasn't smart, but he wasn't ignorant. He knew and understood what he was, what was going on. He knew he was the son of Satan. He knew he killed the only man he knew as 'father'. He knew he had to pretend that he was happy, for his brother's sake. He knew he had to pretend he was strong, to protect everyone he cared about. He knew he'd have to play this strong, kind, loyal, joking character. This character that was only a part of him. But he wasn't happy. He wasn't strong. He was Rin. Rin Okumura.

Going to the roof is calming for Rin. It helps him clear his head, most of the time. The weight of feeling alone is getting to him. None of the people he cares so deeply about, feel the same way and he is starting to lose hope, fast. One-shot. Warning, this story has suicidal thoughts, self harm, and attempted suicide. Amazing cover art by LittleFireOfLife.

Rin has been having a hard time since his demonic secret got out. His friends won't acknowledge his existence and his brother has been giving him the cold shoulder. How much more can Rin take? This story does have self harm and suicidal actions. Amazing cover art by LittleFireOfLife.