When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smoking, overdose, alcohol, cursing, smut, depression, anxiety

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

|| Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became colder. "I never want to be taken advantage of." "Who says everyone will?" The man retaliated. "I like my own tent. I don't want people to come inside and mess everything up." "But what if someone climbed into your tent and cleaned it up for you?" He asked again." xx

[completed] two strangers are stuck on an elevator on a rainy monday morning. confessions ensue. ; copyright © 2016

how far can you take a hook up? copyright © 2016

Dan and Phil have been good at hiding their relationship for the past few years, but what happens when one of them accidentally tells the world about it? Could it be the end of their relationship?

dan howell and phil lester form an internet friendship through twitter over music, quickly leading to kik, then followed by skype resulting in possibly more than a friendship. ((intentional lowercase and spelling errors))

Dan loves his job. The lights, the stage, the adoring crowd. But he has a rule: No kissing or sex at work. No feelings. Phil loves his flat. He avoids clubs, parties, and social gatherings with his roommate Pj. He's quiet and reserved. Unexpected events lead Dan and Phil right to each other, and each of their lives change drastically, for better or for worse. [[stripper!dan au, phan, boyxboy, nsfw smut in some chapters (I'll warn you beforehand)]]

Depois de vários anos de amizade, Dan e Phil entram em confronto com seus próprios sentimentos e percebem que nunca foram "apenas amigos".

Baseada na música Dark Times de Ed Sheeran e The Weeknd. Um reflexo do que foi Phan em 2012. A relação de Dan Howell e Phil Lester nunca esteve tão fragil, em função disso, Dan sai uma noite de casa em busca de nada além de problemas.