16 year old Emma is basically living in hell. She's depressed, suicidal and is being bullied by a 17 year old boy named Dan Howell. She doesn't know why he hates her so much or why she's the only one he bullies. She hates him and nothing can change that. She had a crush on him when he first came to that school but when she found out he was a jerk her feelings changed. Triggering chapters will have warnings at the top

Trigger Warning: physical/mental abuse "You are the mistake that ruined my life"

Dan Howell, a depressed and lonely soul. All he wants in life is love and happiness. He wants to fall in love. He finally recovered from a tragic accident and is a littlelittle different than before. Phil Lester, the one always wanting to help people deep down, but outside, the world is his pet. He has happiness, never really had a problem with it. His outlook on the world changes one day. A day he'll never forget.

"I'm straight!" "The only straight you are is a straight up liar." {or the one featuring punk!phil and pastel!dan} STARTED - 07/02/17 COMPLETED - 29/10/17

Dan liked to wear black and look at the stars. He always wore a frown, reflecting his loneliness. Phil liked to wear pastel colours and pick flowers. He always smiled, showing that he was ready to brighten anyone's day. They were almost opposites... yet they were meant to be best friends. TW: Bullying.

Dan wanted to be pretty (TW: death/eating disorders/depression) Also im not good at covers if you wanna make me one thats great (@phan-tabulousphil on tumblr) Sorry for the promo but I need Current cover by Danspillow

Dan is dating Phil. They also live together with Phil's parents. School's great, life's great. Everything's going perfectly, but how long can that last? -------> This is a sequel to "My New Friend (a Phanfiction)" so go read that first or this won't make much sense.

Phil and dan got into a fight one night. dan locks his door not allowing phil to sleep with him. Phil goes to his old bed room but has a nightmare so goes to Dan. sorry for any spelling errors I wrote this randomly lol. (complete story)

Phil writes journal entries of his time spent in the mental hospital. He's captivated by the brown eyed boy whos room is just across the hall. *Trigger warning* ((if you need to know more details about then triggers the message me))

"Put the camera down and live in the moment!" Phil laughed. "Don't you get it? My camera, and you is my moment" I smile at him. ------------------- A story told through videos from Dan's camera of last summer when he and Phil were summer lovers.