Roman Love moves to a new school, where he hopes to start again with his Mom and younger brother. The only problem is he has one huge ass secret. One he has to hide from his family... or else. Virgil Aeneid and his Dad, have lived in the same town for years. Nothing new ever happens. But then a new boy arrives and puts his secret, and him, in danger. Patton Kishu is a single child with everything he could ever ask for. He's always happy and smiling, but like everyone, he also has secrets. Logan Sollers lives with very religious Christian parents(nothing against Christianity). They would never accept him if they knew of his secret, would they?

It's hard to breathe, With this smoke in my lungs. It's hard to see, With these clouds in my eyes. It's hard to hear, With this wind in my ears. ----- If anyone is out there, can they find me amongst this smoke?

{Sequel to Fangirl, I recommend reading it before you continue} Michael and I were two peas in a pod. Best friends, and dating in my mind. Then, something changed in him. His personality was completely different, everything was crazy. I was convinced we would never be the same, after all, I was just a broken fangirl to him.

They said I was just a fangirl. That my "love" for this band, and in particularly, Michael Clifford, was all a phase in my life. Some stupid "crush" I'll get over within a few months. Well, it's been more than a year, so why can't I stop loving him to death? Because trust me, I tried...