"You see how we connect baby, this ain't coincidental" Victoria Monet Rhyan is a twenty seven year old who had lost herself due to a past relationship and trauma. Unable to live her life the way she wants she is introduced to Nasir, a thirty one year old who has plans to help Rhyan unlock a side of her that she never knew existed. Join Rhyan as she taken on an emotional and sexual rollercoaster, would Nasir be able to help her find herself ? Stay tuned to find out.

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🚩🚩🚩 Chris Brown is clearly someone who wears his heart on his sleeve. A very emotional person, someone who loves hard and wants the same love in return. He's someone who wants to find love, but he's looking in all the wrong places. He's dated all kinds of women, from strippers, to singers, to models, to regular women. All he wants is what everybody else wants, to be loved. One night after a show, on the Party Tour, he meets a woman (Shawnie Roberts), it's love at first sight. He does everything he can to make her fall in love with him, but she's battling her own issues, and things don't quite workout. Blinded by love, things quickly progress for Chris, but not for Shawnie, which turns out to be a huge problem for him. Not to mention a certain someone who also becomes a problem for him. With things not going as he planned, rumors begin to circulate about him, and Shawnie. With Chris feeling rejected by her love, he falls back into his old ways. He begins getting in trouble again with police, fighting, lashing out on friends, all while battling his addiction. In the process of all of this, he turns back into a crazed, love sick, stalker, that's constantly Under The Influence. ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️ ⛔️ Mature audiences & Read at your own risk ⛔️ Drugs Sex Violence Emotional abuse Pregnancy related issues Mental Health Issues This book has a prequel, "Natural Disaster" which should be read after this book, and there is a sequel, "Under The a Influence: N2Deep" which should be read after the prequel. Note: If you start the sequel you might not understand what's going on. Gotta check out the prequel current chapters first. Cover done by me