"Demi Tuhan, cuma modal rok kembang dibawah lutut yang bahkan uda lusuh dan blus polos yang gue yakin bahkan bukan keluaran Gaudi atau Colorbox, dia bisa bikin cowok yang gue taksir dan mahasiswa favorit gue bertekuk lutut dihadapan dia!!!!!" "Apa sih kurangnya gue? Cantik dengan kulit putih bersih dan badan bak Josephine Skriver: Checked, Pintar dengan gelar master yang gue dapat dari University of Queensland: Checked, Kaya dengan rumah megah di Kebayoran Baru dan sebuah CRV hitam: Checked, Modis dengan satu setel Zara yang ditemani dengan tote bag Michael Kors dan sepasang Jimmy Choo di kaki gue : Checked. Dan demi Tuhan, gue punya bokap, Bapak Inderaja tercinta, yang pernah menjadi dekan di fakultas teknik tempat gue mengajar sekarang, yang juga kontraktor paling berpengaruh di Jakarta dengan proyek milyaran, serta nyokap gue yang adalah seorang psikolog handal. Masa uda begitu mata mereka masih nggak ngelihat gue sih?" "Dan kalian tahu yang bikin gue makin emosi, abang kesayangan gue, tempat gue mencurahkan isi hati gue, malah membela itu cewek kampung. Ya Tuhan, itu cewek kampung, lho. Gue kalah sama dia?! DIA BAHKAN MASIH 22 TAHUN DAN DIA ITU MAHASISWA GUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ((PANDAWA 5 SERIE :1))

[note : dilarang membagikan atau merepost cerita saya di menfess base twitter.] connected [ kuh-nek-tid ]: having a connection Alfian Djanuar Nandiardji is my first love. He is the only person I wish I could pass the future with. It used to be like that. Without knowing anything, I thought everything is fine. I will have my own perfect life soon... Until that night changed everything. "Maaf, sebenarnya rasa itu sudah lama nggak ada lagi, Na." I believe that I have laid my heart on a man who deserves it. But not with that all of the lies and what he had hidden behind me--behind the things that we called as a 'relationship'--when I have to admit that for all these years I'm just the extra person in his life. And then, it happened again, without realizing anything I have found someone... from my random lunch invitation. "Until he's gone... On the day when people told me that he's not here anymore... they don't know... for both of us, deep down in our hearts, we're both know..." ... that we're still connected."

"Give me ten days, and I can give you ten reasons not to die." Evan paused. "And if I can't change your mind by then, you can go jump off that cliff."