I have a nasty tendency to do terrible things,and I enjoy things that make most people cringe. The moon glowing down on a lifeless body made the blood shimmer in such a beautiful way,and it illuminated a persons face frozen in fear for all eternity. I enjoyed causing people's physical suffering; it was a good way to pass time. After I do these terrible things, he comes to me. He was one of the few things I found I could care for,and he made the hole where my heart should be feel less hollow. My body reacted to him in ways that left me aching to see him again. I always found reasons to do the terrible things I do, but after he came to me that first time, I was given a whole new reason that slowly took me over.

WARNING: Mentions of self-harm and suicide- potentially triggering. This story contains mature content including sexually explicit scenes between both homosexual and heterosexual characters, and no, I will not make them less sexy. Rayne is a new transfer student. He's moved all the way from England to Maine, leaving everything behind, including his boyfriend Cody. He becomes a part of an unlikely group of friends, including Demetri, who he's inexplicably drawn to. Then there's Jace, who seems to really despise Rayne. Demetri and most of his friends welcome Rayne into their group, but what are the life-altering implications of becoming close with them? Demetri's content in his long-term relationship with his girlfriend, but something about Rayne keeps drawing him away from her. Why does Demetri feel this way? What is Jace's problem with Rayne? And what does this mean for Rayne's future? JUST READ IT I SWEAR IT'S WORTH IT