in which a boy has thirty days to convince his crush to not commit suicide. tw! mentions of suicide, self-harm & depression. [COMPLETE] lowercase intended. started: 04/08/2020 finished: 04/10/2020 milestones: #4 in lgbt - 5/26/20 #4 in lgbtq - 5/26/20

Eigentlich hatte sein Chef ihn nur zu einem Abendessen eingeladen, damit er auf andere Gedanken kommt. Doch er wusste nicht, dass sein Chef einen nicht ganz unbekannten, 17 jährigen, Sohn hatte, welcher sein kaputtes Leben erneut auf den Kopf stellte. Auch wusste er nicht, dass der Teenager zwei Gesichter hatte. Charlie Spencer trifft auf einen außergewöhnlichen Jungen, welcher genau weiß, was er will, doch Charlies Vergangenheit holt ihn immer und immer wieder ein. Kann der Sohn des Chefs da helfen oder kommt jede Hilfe zu spät? Jamie-Cormac MacKinley trifft auf einen netten, jedoch zerbrochenen, jungen Mann, welcher ihn so sehr beeindruckt, dass er ihn für sich haben möchte. Wird er es schaffen, sein Herz zu erobern oder ist die Zeit gegen ihn und er stirbt, bevor er überhaupt richtig leben konnte? © irishmilkshake 2017/18 Cover @-shadowlights

Fresh out of law school, Sutton is eager to climb the ladder at her new job. But on her first day of work, she comes face to face with an unexpected colleague--her ex-best friend and first love, Ada. Forced to work together, Sutton and Ada must untangle the complicated feelings they've always had for each other--feelings that may lead them back to friendship, or even to something more.

This is a life-long love story between two boys told in snippets. *** "What are you doing?" "Everything. Being. Belonging with you. Just like I always have." Highest Ranking: #358 in Romance

Leaving a troubled past behind, Dylan starts his first day at a new high school. He's soon wrapped up in his new life, meeting new friends and especially someone to take his mind off the things that happened. However, the past has a way of catching up, and how does he think he can get someone else out of their misery if he can't even help himself? Dylan knows he should know better than to fall for someone new, but Zach isn't just anyone. He's the guy with a face of stone and eyes as cold as a winter's night - a guy without a heart - or so it would seem... They won't like each other at all, they will hate - hate each other senseless. But perhaps that senselessness is what will get them out of their troubles once and for all.

A sixteen year old boy named Lucas is pushed around every week by the popular kid, Matt and he's sick of it. Lucas is dealing with enough problems of his own and doesn't need more thrown into the mix! Then, on one fateful day, their chests start to glow and everything changes. Everybody knows what happens when you meet your soul mate, but they never expected this!

Keegan is a boy who loves affection. He's usually quite peppy and excitable, but everything in life has turned against him. He ends up locking away his emotions and making himself distant from the world, trying to avoid further suffering. He's left a shell of his former self, struggling to get through life. He decides to take time away from his abusive life by going on a week long school trip to collect his thoughts. He is placed in situations he couldn't have imagined. Theo is a laid back jock. He can come off as aggressive and bossy, usually around his friends, though he has a heart and can be quite kind. His life is hectic and full of annoying people. His parents are inconsiderate, his friends are clingy and loud, and the rest of the school sucks up to him, which he doesn't received well. He just wants to be left alone. After deceiving his clingy friends he snuck away on the school trip, hoping he could finally get some peace and quiet. This trip would hold some surprises for him, and maybe even change his life. What future will await these two? Are they destined for greatness, or despair?

Ash Miller is what could be described as the school rebel. He likes rock, he likes black clothes, he likes to date a lot of girls... ...until he meets a guy who could mean more to him than any number of girls. Yet in this society when homophobia is strong, how will they cope?

Luke Adams is everything your girlfriend wants you to be. He's smooth, charming, insanely attractive, and undoubtedly the best guy on the basketball team. He treats dating almost like another homework assignment he's required to complete. Until Emery Scott comes along. A transfer student from Indiana, Emery is quiet, and sweet, and Luke just cannot understand the feeling he gets in his stomach every time Emery walks by. But does Luke actually have the courage to maintain a relationship, especially such a complicated one? boyxboy

James Keaton is a 16 year old boy that has been forced to grow up too fast. When James was around the age of three, his father came home drunk. His life was never the same after that. His mother left and his dad blamed him. James never got a break from being abused. At school he wasn't liked by any of the other students. He would be beaten everyday and then he would punish himself for being himself. He was a quiet abused gay boy, but he never hurt a soul. Mikey Johnson has the definition of the perfect life. He is very close to both of his loving parents and he is the most popular and loved person in his school. But Mikey has a secret. He is gay. He has a secret crush on a cute and quiet boy named James Keaton but he doesn't like the idea himself being gay. He started to mentally abuse James in 9th grade and then it escalated. He takes all of his anger out on this poor boy that he doesn't realise is broken and dying inside. Will he finally accept himself and stop bullying James or will it be too late. WARNINGS: This story will contain bullying, abuse, eating disorders, self harm, panic disorder, harsh language, rape, and alcohol abuse. This book will be very sad and please don't read if this could be triggering to you.