"Blue jeans, white shirt, walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn." Lana Del Rey "If you could feel what I feel and see what I see you would know exactly why I'm not giving up on you. You become jealous when I look a certain way at other girls but if only you saw how I looked at you; then maybe you would understand the pain I've felt ever since I met the girl who bumped into the boy wearing blue jeans and a white shirt at that party."

Poetry and little ramblings

My fear is so deep that a thousand years couldn't save me now.

"I don't want to exist, I want to live. I want even the darkest pieces inside her. I want to kiss the sorrow off her skin. Isn't that what love is? Isn't that what this beautifully constructed torture feels like? But I want the same from her. The power-hungry part of me wants something in return. I want her to love even the most monstrous parts of me. I want her to love me for the madman I am."