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Maybe I'm Not Worthless (Park Jimin x BTS Fanfiction)  by yoonmin_forevs
yoonmin_forevs
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*Rebooted from the original* Jimin has always struggled with self-love. The only difference was that before he was left alone he had other people to love him, other friends he could make happy. If everyone around him loved him, why would he need to love himself? But then it changed, his friends became the very reason he hated himself. They taunted him, physically and verbally assaulted him every day, and made him terrified to leave his house for school anymore. The only question is, why? Why did they become another group of his bullies? In the beginning Jimin swore there was a reasonable answer. But over time Jimin's mind became tainted by their words and the only thing he could do was blame himself for how they treated him. His lack of self-love quickly turn into self-hatred. His hate-filled thoughts plagued him every day. They crept into his mind at the worst times and made him want to do evil things. They wanted him to hurt himself, they wanted him to kill himself, and they wanted him to punish himself. Who can save him from this disease that taints his mind so much, and will they be enough to spare him from an early demise? Update 1/15/21: Fic is currently on hold. Not discontinued but I don't plan on updating anytime in the near future. Warnings: bullying, self harm, starvation,depression, and suicide ATTEMPTS. Do not read if you have been through this. Also a schizophrenic character, mentions of domestic abuse, etc. Thank you @yoonmin_swaeg for the wonderful cover ❤️
lover boy; [yoonseok] by almondjello
almondjello
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yoongi sees hoseok for the first time in the summer, and no other summer can compare + note; contains mild language, trans male character, and teenage shenanigans
Just One Glance 〔Jikook〕 by jikook_4_ever
jikook_4_ever
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Jungkook was scrolling down some comments in his last video, none seemed to call much of his attention... Until he read one like this; - " OmG!!! Wtf is Jungkook's problem!! He didn't even notice Jimin glancing at him!!" - Jungkook was confused and curious about what the fan just wrote. Why would be Jimin "glancing" at him, it might just be some crazy girl with some crazy eyes... He decided to watch the video again, you know, just to make sure. .. .. ..
BOSS || BOOK 1|| JUNG HOSEOK by BaeTaeLay
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"How can you not be on time for a simple arrival?" He laughs a little too evilly. "But I understand why your father put you as this low ranking job. Just a pity employment, I'm assuming." "We've only met and you're being such a-" I stop myself quickly. Oh, my goodness. I nearly just ruined everything my father trusted me with. I have to be more careful. "I'm sorry for raising my voice, sir." I bow my head, biting down my bottom lip to keep more unnecessary words from coming out. Hoseok smiles. "Little assistant, you have to watch your mouth. You don't want your father to get a bad report about his dear daughter. Right?" I tighten my jaw. "Right." "Good girl." He chuckles. "Now get me some green tea and no leaves please. I almost choked on a leaf the other day and it was not a fun experience." "Of course, s-sir." Start: 4/30/17 End: 6/2/17
Error {NAMJIN} by BTSKATARMY
BTSKATARMY
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Jin has always been alone. He was that one person that was eigther hated or hated someone. He never though that he will find someone that he love and love him back. Therefore he block out the whole world. But what if things take a turn and he finally found Mr.Right. Nothing could ruin it right. Well what if after all those years that someone suddlently died? What would Jin do? Will his life continue? Will he give it all up? Will he be able to handle the pain?
FOR YOU; NAMJIN by Natanatsu
Natanatsu
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"Anything for Joonie!" ^ Namjin
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smileㅣjikook by aestheticallyjikook
aestheticallyjikook
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❝ just smile for me baby. ❞ ❝ but, hey, isn't it sad that you were the one who wiped it off my face? ❞ ©aestheticallyjikook 2016ㅣcompleted
Devil's Deal [BTS JinKook ff] (Discontinued)  by AestheticPlayboy
AestheticPlayboy
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He was a forgotten Deity. Used to be all strong and mighty. People often prayed for his protection. Despite knowing the consequences for their action. You see, whenever you pray for his protection there's always a catch to it. Nothing will be taken away from you but he will take away something in exchange for the deal. And that something are lives. Lives will be lost and sacrifice for as long as you need his protection. When you no longer need it he will stop his killing spree. Now his victim can range from random people to your love ones. If he wants that person to be his victim there's no stopping him. But as time past by and humanity advances,he was forgotten. Nobody need nor believed in him anymore. So he is powerless because of it. But one day, he heard someone praying for his protection. ------------------------- [there will be swearing and cursing in this so of you don't like things like that then don't read this fanfic]
Too Old (Vkook FF) by Bias-hoe
Bias-hoe
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The smell it's so mesmerizing. I followed it and end up being lead to the beach. There sat a boy with raven black locks near the raging sea waves. I slowly approached him and saw the boy's angelic face under the moonlight. The first thing my wolf said was 'mate'. I was shocked... This little boy around 10 or 11 years of age is a mate of a 17 year old omega like me? ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ Side pair: Yoonmin top-kook bottom-V
I Need U Boy (A Jikook Fanfic Series) by ILoveParkJimin1013
ILoveParkJimin1013
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Jimin has fallen hard for someone whom he can't necessarily escape from, at least as long as he's a part of a group called Bangtan Sonyeondan. His thoughts and struggles are illustrated and described in an abstract and artistic fantasy for you all. Enjoy and thank you so much for reading ❤