"Who we are and who we need to be to survive are very different things." - Bellamy This book starts off when Lexa was shot, and this time, she survives. Clarke finds herself making every decision for the good of her people. She also finds that it doesn't allow much time for who she really cares for, a person she doesn't feel she "owes" but a person she knows she loves. Lexa. For those of you who don't watch the 100, don't worry, you can still follow the story. I really had fun writing the first part of this story, and originally I wasn't going to publish but here it is, enjoy.

Lexa is a writer. she's been in the TV industry for years and has gained a bit of a following. Clarke is an actress known for obnoxious action roles until she decides to go in a different direction for an up coming project. They discover they're more alike then they think in a downward spiral exposing their trauma. •Trigger warning, contains talk of mental illness and past self harm. Flashbacks contain accurate description of the feeling. Please, I beg of you.. Do not read if you are sensitive to the subject. Your mental health comes first.