This is the story of a young woman named Carolina. She was raised christian and a true believer of God. This is until her life was changed in drastic ways. She suffered physical and sexual abuse as a child in the hands of the people she trusted. Feeling alone and unprotected she developed extreme hate, insecurities as anger took over her life. She believed that God had forgotten about her. Following the lost of her brother and five year old son Carolina went through the path of personal self destruction and alcohol addiction. Confused with her sexual orientation she learned to master the art of seduction. Her exotic Latin looks was an advantage against men and women. Through this process she met a man. A man capable of loving her unconditionally. For many years she asked God why me? Why so much pain as she tried to put her life back together. Carolina suffered from severe depression and mental illness due to her troubled past. Her Spiritual battles became a constant torment. Losing track of reality and in the verge of suicidal attempts she had a spiritual encounter. An encounter that open the door to a new relationship with God a second chance at life but once again tragedy was at her door. Her life shuttered when her eldest daughter was diagnosed with an incurable disease. "Oohh.. Sweet Carolina God is not done with you"

This book is written to encourage you to grow closer in your walk with Jesus. From your new life in Christ to walking by faith, things are covered that I, and maybe some of you, may struggle with. Whether you are already a Christian, or you don't know who Jesus is, this devotional will hopefully enlighten you about who He is and the calling He has placed over your life. While I learn and grow in my walk with God, I hope I can encourage you in yours. ❤

*completed* Not exactly sure why I write these. Partially to remind me in hard times, and partially so I can see what I've learned and how far I've come. I decided to share them, anonymously of course. Hopefully its written in a way that can help you walk your own path and understand things from a different perspective. Inspired from events in my life, in relation to being positive, a relationship with Jesus, and Christianity itself.

And the Angel said "Thy neighbor is a twice-precious gift, for to each of you is given a friend".

I am in this world, but I am not of this world. You, Lord, are all I have, and you give me all I need; my future is in your hands. -Psalm 16:5

Daily inspirational quotes that will keep you running. Biblical quotes that will teach you more about Christ and keep you closer to Him. Stories to inspire you. Cover by: Jesus and I[LauraMayanaPrincess] Started: Thursday 04|01|2018 #378 in Spiritual on Sunday 07|01|2018 #337 in Spiritual on Monday 08|01|2018 #307 in spiritual on Monday 29|01| 2018 #17 in Christ on 11|05|2018 © All Rights Reserved

I thought to myself, I could not possibly be the only teenage girl out there who wants to grow deeper and stronger in faith. I could not possibly be the only teenage girl out there who is struggling in living the Christian life. There has got to be other teenage people out there who can relate with what I am going through. So I had this idea of posting this for people out there to see. This is not a devotional. This is more like a faith journal. How and what I write here is like how I write in my notebook that is just between me and God. Only, I'm sharing it with you.

Do you believe in God and the miracles that he has done? Dont you know that Jesus suffered because of our sins? If you dont know God, its time for you to read the bible and know everything about the past and what will happen to the present. THIS IS NOT A STORY.